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Hi out of context but can i have someone to talk to here?? I just need to let out my problem just for a day because it’s getting the best of me 

January 23 2023 i lost my mom..... she's the only one i have......i dont know where to start because from the start all i have is her.....i love her so so much......now that i lost her i have to live on my own now and I don't know where to start.....
          
          2023 when the mcu world lost natasha 
          2023 when i lost my whole world 

I have a bunch of story ideas but i don't know how to start it...

Going some pretty rough days.....my mom and my stepdad broke up .........my stepdad got his Things today some of those is he gave to me and those things i really like because i never felt a father before and this shit hurts me.......but it's their lives and i can't do any thing about it.....
          
          Reading Nat/Scar one shot and story are the only things that keeping me ok for the rest of my days........ First heartbreak is when i never have a chance to met my father f2f......second heartbreak is when i actually see a father figure he'll just left me/us and I don't have the rights to question things up.....
          
          I'm sorry for not updating the book thou 

I want to write some one shots for nat/scar but i don't have any idea what to write 

Im planning on writing my Nat/scar oneshot as well i do have back then a one shot in my other account but i stop writing after some people said bad things about my writings i kinda lost my confidence but now i was slowly but surely recovering it with the help of the fanfics about marvels......i have this scenario keep repeating in my head and i kinda want to write it down........

I just hope that this won't be a cause why Authors and reader, content creator or even editor  of Marvel fanfics here in wattpad and tiktok stop making their creation because some one the readers and watchers use it to cope with thier problems......like me i use marvel movies, fanfics, edits and pov to cope with my own problem ☺️

Ok....tiktok and wattpad is shaking because of Scarlett Johansson....But still Proud of that Queen for Creating her Own Skincare line together with her co-founder Kate Foster 
          
          But still....those Edits and Povs even stories are great......
          
          And now she knows how her and her characters affects us, how much we love her and adore her enough to create those kind of stuff....

Let's all hope that Scarlett won't be on wattpad or we are extra doomed 

Anxiety and Panic attack is getting me....... Nat/Dcarlett or Avangers imagine and fanfic is the one always save me from those so please someone update 
          
          Please im begging you