OK so I’m going to explain it to you basically so the main character is paranoid schizophrenia and her name is Alice like Alice in Wonderland. She feels a sense of regret because she killed her own doctor that was supposed to help her but she thought he thought that she was crazy so she hated him. Her mother sent her there constantly because her mother was worried about her. She has her old habit of blaming other people and not coming to the sense of reality that she is the problem or she is the one to blame. She got in the woods/tundra because she thought she saw a white glistening rabbit that was super pretty so she ran away from her mother and followed the white rabbit which entered her up in the snow now that she regrets following the white rabbit she imagines her mom coming and rescuing her from it and that’s why in the further chapters, her mother warned her about the white rabbit, but that’s just herself talking saying don’t follow the right rabbit again or you’ll regret it .