Rays_Magic_Fro

Hey... Kinda weird to be writing here again, it's been awhile! 
          	Anyway, it's been literal YEARS since I've been on this website, and with that has come a total mental change; one that isn't so pessimistic and, well, pathetic, I guess haha. I guess this is all to say as someone who's been able to get into a good space again, I've moved to AO3 recently where I've started writing again. I won't be on Wattpad anymore, as I just like AO3 more user interface wise. If anyone's interested in what I've been up to creatively, the link's in my bio! I'd love to see some of you guys over there, and if there was anything that I cringily wrote when I was in middle school that you want a better rewrite of, I'd love to hear about it as I'm always looking for new things to write about. Hope to see you on AO3!
          	-Clor (formerly known as Mama_Trash)

Rays_Magic_Fro

Hey... Kinda weird to be writing here again, it's been awhile! 
          Anyway, it's been literal YEARS since I've been on this website, and with that has come a total mental change; one that isn't so pessimistic and, well, pathetic, I guess haha. I guess this is all to say as someone who's been able to get into a good space again, I've moved to AO3 recently where I've started writing again. I won't be on Wattpad anymore, as I just like AO3 more user interface wise. If anyone's interested in what I've been up to creatively, the link's in my bio! I'd love to see some of you guys over there, and if there was anything that I cringily wrote when I was in middle school that you want a better rewrite of, I'd love to hear about it as I'm always looking for new things to write about. Hope to see you on AO3!
          -Clor (formerly known as Mama_Trash)

Rays_Magic_Fro

I am the second place student with the first place grades.
          I always get told I know how to behave,
          I always know what to say, 
          But the high expectations have started to hit me like a wave. 
          I am the second place daughter with a three time champion mom. 
          I always get told how I never behave, 
          I always have too much to say, 
          And how I manage to get in her way, and how I smudge her trophy when I stand too close to the glass that is our relationship.
          I am the second place sister with the third place older brother. 
          He’s cool, but I tend to get in his way,
          He always has too much to say, even though I am told that it’s me who has too much to say, so I dig myself a six foot deep grave.
          We are one in the same, but who’s to blame for the countless times we played this game of insults. 
          Scratch that, I am the second place sister with the first place older brother, 
          I lose the game every time, and continue digging my six foot grave. 
          I am the second place friend with the fifth place friend group. 
          We’re not as cool,
          Sometimes we’re rude, but I think it’s crude to assume that based on one person’s attitude. 
          I am the second place artist with the first place expectations.
          But sixth place art.
          I am the second place girl with a eighth place attitude. 
          Yes, I’m the friend who’s rude. 
          I am the second place girl with the tenth place face
          When did having a certain face become a race?
          I don’t know how it’s a race about as much as I know I don’t have a place. 
          I am the second place person with second place poetry.
          I am the second place person with the last place standards and expectations.