Jezzarmy

Honestly the reason was I wanted to check up as I also haven’t been active much but I do hope things get better soon for everyone in general and hope you find happiness in no matter what you do and hope you know your supported and loved for what you do and who you are and honestly ramble as much as you want I will listen I think it’s very interesting to just nerd out no matter what from comics, anime, or anything in general run wild with your imagination just don’t lose your spark 

@EsperanzaValadez6 Hey. Yea depression is a hell of a thing. Things are also kinda shitty here but the irony is I'm writing more on my idea board since I don’t want to think about the real world problems.
            Do you ask because you are asking about story progress?
            Unusual or dramatic comments on other fics?
            Or just reaching out?
            Either way it’s nice to know someone cares and I think that makes all the difference and I hope that me feeling that makes you feel slightly better as you managed to make me realise that.
            You know, when I originally planned this story, I planned out up to three books worth (short). With all the plot points and just needed to fill out the in-betweens, now when I write I just sometimes start rambling and I must remind myself to get to the point :3
            I wonder, if I…when I do finish this first one, whether I should write a short synopsis on where the story would go and how it would interact with darkstalker and so on. Basically the stakes and effects would grow in magnitudes as each book went on, all the way into an introduction into another story where I would end his story and begin my introduction of the Ramwings, a fanwing design I put far far too much time into their biology, religion and social practices. 
            Yet I wonder If any of that shall see the light of day. One can hope, one can dream.

@Gabogame3 Ah yes, My idea board is full but Iv just not implemented anything quite so dramatic yet. Once I get my head on properly Id like to.

Oh that’s cool I have to return to school on Monday T-T 
            Have fun 
            It’s been fun talking to you hope you have a good December :)

@EsperanzaValadez6 Strange, it’s nearly time for school to finish on my end. Hopefully I can be more productive but indeed, hope y'all had fun on your breaks. Past, present and future.

So have fun everyone 

I do want you to know is that you are loved by many even if we ourselves have never met I do want you to know is your loved 

Don’t say such things of yourself you doing great I just wanted to check in after a long time and see if the fandom was alive. But there is one thing I can say is that don’t put pressure on yourself please take your time in creating this story but remember put yourself first and I believe you will surely surpass what your going through 

@EsperanzaValadez6 Ah hello, yes indeed, I haven’t died. If this is about the book, well; Im still here it’s just, hard. Im afraid I don't have an excuse, or a satisfying reason to my feelings I can put into words this is just a cycle my mind goes though trying not too look back. Yet iv been thinking about it every day, trying to fight nature and impart my will to paper. I have failed my task and left it too long between each and so what is the correct course of action to limit the amount of regrets I will face? Submit what I have so far, finish it up to a properly sized chapter, wait until I have a few more words so I can try and remake a sense of reliable frequency? Only for it to inevitably fall short once again as my horizons are far and time is not infinite. 
            
            I do not know why I cannot or have not posted, there is no excuse, only apologies. I did not know it too so long to recharge, or if this truly is a finite resource; perhaps I am simply undisciplined. But is is not forgotten, and every time I am able to rake myself to open my mind once again even for a little bit, even if it is replaced and rewritten, I will continue. Perhaps I need a bigger hammer, perhaps I should vary my writing quality to not scrub so much and simply bruit force my mind into work.
            
            Regardless, It is not dead, I am not dead and I'm trying against the iron walls that surround me. To those waiting, the unfulfilled, the disappointed, all I can give to you in reparation is my apologies and the assurance that no one is more dissapointed in my tardiness than myself.