Gabogame3

I just started reading your story and wanted to take a look at the author and was like "Hold on. I think I know you." And here you are. The commenter that cooks every time they try.

RazerBlades

@Gabogame3 Ah yes, My idea board is full but Iv just not implemented anything quite so dramatic yet. Once I get my head on properly Id like to.
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EsperanzaValadez6

Hope everyone had a good thanksgiving 
          It’s nearly time to go back to school 

EsperanzaValadez6

Oh that’s cool I have to return to school on Monday T-T 
            Have fun 
            It’s been fun talking to you hope you have a good December :)
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RazerBlades

@EsperanzaValadez6 Strange, it’s nearly time for school to finish on my end. Hopefully I can be more productive but indeed, hope y'all had fun on your breaks. Past, present and future.
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EsperanzaValadez6

Hello how has life been for everyone 

EsperanzaValadez6

I do want you to know is that you are loved by many even if we ourselves have never met I do want you to know is your loved 
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EsperanzaValadez6

Don’t say such things of yourself you doing great I just wanted to check in after a long time and see if the fandom was alive. But there is one thing I can say is that don’t put pressure on yourself please take your time in creating this story but remember put yourself first and I believe you will surely surpass what your going through 
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RazerBlades

@EsperanzaValadez6 Ah hello, yes indeed, I haven’t died. If this is about the book, well; Im still here it’s just, hard. Im afraid I don't have an excuse, or a satisfying reason to my feelings I can put into words this is just a cycle my mind goes though trying not too look back. Yet iv been thinking about it every day, trying to fight nature and impart my will to paper. I have failed my task and left it too long between each and so what is the correct course of action to limit the amount of regrets I will face? Submit what I have so far, finish it up to a properly sized chapter, wait until I have a few more words so I can try and remake a sense of reliable frequency? Only for it to inevitably fall short once again as my horizons are far and time is not infinite. 
            
            I do not know why I cannot or have not posted, there is no excuse, only apologies. I did not know it too so long to recharge, or if this truly is a finite resource; perhaps I am simply undisciplined. But is is not forgotten, and every time I am able to rake myself to open my mind once again even for a little bit, even if it is replaced and rewritten, I will continue. Perhaps I need a bigger hammer, perhaps I should vary my writing quality to not scrub so much and simply bruit force my mind into work.
            
            Regardless, It is not dead, I am not dead and I'm trying against the iron walls that surround me. To those waiting, the unfulfilled, the disappointed, all I can give to you in reparation is my apologies and the assurance that no one is more dissapointed in my tardiness than myself.
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