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AO3 is down which means I can’t read All The Young Dudes ☹️

Yall, I went through so much trouble for nothing. Basically, I wanted to write for fun on here but hated typing a lot on my phone. So I wanted to download Wattpad on my laptop. First I needed to log into my Facebook cause that’s what I used to sign up for Wattpad. That in itself took 20 minutes (couldn’t remember my password). Went to download Wattpad, couldn’t find it. My laptop is run through windows and Wattpad doesn’t support windows. ‍♀️. 

Ig I should do a little life update ‍♀️
          -not crushing on that girl from two years ago anymore, but we are bsf’s
          -I’m 16 with my license
          -Going into my Junior year
          -still play softball
          -In the marching band!
          -officially unlabeled and I like who I want
          -watched greys anatomy and became obsessed
          -Criminal Minds is still #1
          -Still love Harry Potter 

Yall it has been two years.. omg. But I’m back ig. I will be using as my personal diary again and I will be reading my past entries. 

The girly I’m crushing on is taking notice of the little things I like!! I told her about my taylor swift obsession and even showed her one of my fave songs from reputation and she added it to her playlist and I caught her listening to it at our softball tourney!!! I sent one video about my fear of throw up and she took notice of it and distracts me whenever they think I’m nervous when people cough a lot or something. I love it but then I remember the boyfriend they Still have. 

“Here’s a toast to my real friends, 
           They don’t care about the he said, she said 
          
          And here’s to my baby, he ain’t reading what they call me lately, 
          
          And here’s to my momma, who had to listen to all this drama 
          
          And here’s to you, cause’ forgiveness is a nice thing to do
          
          AHAHAHAH I cant even even say it with a straight face 
           
          This is why we can’t have nice things darling
          Cause you break them I had to take them away.” 
            
          
          WHAT TAYLOR SWIFT SAID FR. 

I’ve only been on delivered for a day now. . She posted on her story today too. She’s just in a silly goofy mood 

Omg my crush is confusing me so bad rn I swear. One minute she will be all flirty and she will play around with me. Showing the same type of energy then the next she’s barely talking to me and stuff because “She has a boyfriend”. There was a rumor going around my softball team that I didn’t actually like her. I only liked her because I found out she liked Girls . I’m ok whatever. Not true actually. I got lucky with that. She is so dorky too. It’s cute. One of my friends thinks that she actually likes me but also likes her boyfriend. Another theory they told me was that she likes me but is only using her boyfriend as a cover up for her parents since they know about him. Honestly Idrc. It’s not my business. At least she’s happy though. 

I’m going to start using this as my personal diary again. I just love ranting here. I feel like people actually listen even if they don’t say anything. It’s just nice to get things off my chest. 

It’s been awhile since I’ve been on here girlys. How have y’all been. That’s my new thing btw. Everything I say has girly infront or after it. It’s getting on my nerves but whatever.