Read-aholic2006

I'm posting this because I don't know where else to vent...
          
          One of the reasons I never talk about my emotions is because they get misunderstood or perceived as overly dramatic. Today, I told my mom that I couldn't explain my side of the story because she wouldn't understand, so she challenged me and said to try. I did. It blew up in my face. This is why I just keep everything inside. 
          
          Apparently, the only emotion I'm allowed to feel is happiness. If I don't smile or dance or sing, I'm at fault. ARGGG.
          
          My reputation is a prison.

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY, GUYSSS!!!
          
          I'm 20 now, which is just a euphemism for old. Nah, I'm kidding; I know I'm still young, but it feels like time is sprinting so far ahead of me and I'm still trying to savour it. Nevertheless, I'm looking forward to the future because I know God's got everything figured out.
          
          Note to self: Do NOT eat a chocolate-glazed donut filled with cream and caramel at midnight (it was delicious, but the diarrhea literally knocked the shiz out of me).
          
          Also, everyone's signal here is really bad, so I'ma be AFK. Love you all.

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY, GUYSSS!!!
          
          I'm 20 now, which is just a euphemism for old. Nah, I'm kidding; I know I'm still young, but it feels like time is sprinting so far ahead of me and I'm still trying to savour it. Nevertheless, I'm looking forward to the future because I know God's got everything figured out.
          
          Note to self: Do NOT eat a chocolate-glazed donut filled with cream and caramel at midnight (it was delicious, but the diarrhea literally knocked the shiz out of me).
          
          Also, everyone's signal here is really bad, so I'ma be AFK. Love you all.

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY, GUYSSS!!!
          
          I'm 20 now, which is just a euphemism for old. Nah, I'm kidding; I know I'm still young, but it feels like time is sprinting so far ahead of me and I'm still trying to savour it. Nevertheless, I'm looking forward to the future because I know God's got everything figured out.
          
          Note to self: Do NOT eat a chocolate-glazed donut filled with cream and caramel at midnight (it was delicious, but the diarrhea literally knocked the shiz out of me).
          
          Also, everyone's signal here is really bad, so I'ma be AFK. Love you all.

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY, GUYSSS!!!
          
          I'm 20 now, which is just a euphemism for old. Nah, I'm kidding; I know I'm still young, but it feels like time is sprinting so far ahead of me and I'm still trying to savour it. Nevertheless, I'm looking forward to the future because I know God's got everything figured out.
          
          Note to self: Do NOT eat a chocolate-glazed donut filled with cream and caramel at midnight (it was delicious, but the diarrhea literally knocked the shiz out of me).
          
          Also, everyone's signal here is really bad, so I'ma be AFK. Love you all.

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY, GUYSSS!!!
          
          I'm 20 now, which is just a euphemism for old. Nah, I'm kidding; I know I'm still young, but it feels like time is sprinting so far ahead of me and I'm still trying to savour it. Nevertheless, I'm looking forward to the future because I know God's got everything figured out.
          
          Note to self: Do NOT eat a chocolate-glazed donut filled with cream and caramel at midnight (it was delicious, but the diarrhea literally knocked the shiz out of me).
          
          Also, everyone's signal here is really bad, so I'ma be AFK. Love you all.

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY, GUYSSS!!!
          
          I'm 20 now, which is just a euphemism for old. Nah, I'm kidding; I know I'm still young, but it feels like time is sprinting so far ahead of me and I'm still trying to savour it. Nevertheless, I'm looking forward to the future because I know God's got everything figured out.
          
          Note to self: Do NOT eat a chocolate-glazed donut filled with cream and caramel at midnight (it was delicious, but the diarrhea literally knocked the shiz out of me).
          
          Also, everyone's signal here is really bad, so I'ma be AFK. Love you all.

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY, GUYSSS!!!
          
          I'm 20 now, which is just a euphemism for old. Nah, I'm kidding; I know I'm still young, but it feels like time is sprinting so far ahead of me and I'm still trying to savour it. Nevertheless, I'm looking forward to the future because I know God's got everything figured out.
          
          Note to self: Do NOT eat a chocolate-glazed donut filled with cream and caramel at midnight (it was delicious, but the diarrhea literally knocked the shiz out of me).
          
          Also, everyone's signal here is really bad, so I'ma be AFK. Love you all.

Take a look at this Poetry Awards hosted by @dingyyypp (the judging process is refreshing, sensible and puts less pressure on the participants).
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/412383236?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=Read-aholic2006

We can also play an improvising game to get your brain working too.