Writing slump because my addiction's gotten worse. Daily visits to the Reddit saved's and a select few subreddits..... getting to know u/Kalecik's tastes very well, and some others.....
Also, keeping up an e-relationship where I do 5x as much talking, and the other person gets jealous or something if I don't, and requires like, daily by now, consolation and affirmation.... it's draining man. And not even draining my balls. I'm dealing with that, completely independently, uuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh………… I'm wasting away.
Funniest part is the shitbag is completely unhelpful for my loneliness…………
Anywho, expect my language in the book to become even more outdated and folk-inspired, and maybe another book to come out, or this persona of mine to actually die or fade or something, or win so hard I stop segregating it to here… I don't know!
I want to get, like, 4 days when I'm not falling behind all my peers when I get to do what I want with no obligation. Could I get that please? Maybe then I'd read, or write, or draw, or compose, not music but myself, or, or, or, please, please just hear out and somehow make my irrational wish come true! PLEASEE!!!! PLEASE
I'm playing up the desperation. Just feeling moderately unhappy at the computer at the mo'.