Sorry I was gone so long, I was busy contemplating my depressing thoughts. Without my wattpad venting, and all my other venting places, I become even more depressed than usual. My keyboard broke, I couldn't type. I downloaded and deleted tik tok in the same day(the comments were so hateful! They immediately found all the things I hate about myself and threw them back in my face.) I took a twenty hour nap, cried for a few hours for no reason, and dug my long sleeved shirts out of the closet to hide my bandages. I fell back into some bad habits after the tik tok fiasco. I was almost clean for three months. My best and only friend is moving soon. I just... Can't right now. I'm just glad I can speak with everyone again. You guys are probably the only ones keeping me sane at this point.