Readingyayyyyyy

Please go check out my new Ashfall chapter!
          	I know it's not my most popular book, but it would mean so much if you went to take a look <3

Readingyayyyyyy

Heyyyy guys! You guessed it, it's another dump :) I seriously need to stop venting on here....
          
          Anywaysssssss today's rant is about RELIGION!
          
          So basically i grew up in a Catholic household, but I was never pressured into having to chose a religion, or even read the Bible or similar. My whole life, I've gone to church, but only on special occasions.
          
          As I've grown older, I'm honestly jealous of the Christians who have a lovely relationship with God. Don't get me wrong, I love that you guys have this relation, and I'm happy for you. But I just wish I had that too.
          
          I love the idea of someone loving you unconditionally with all your faults, but I can't bring myself to believe in it enough to actually become a Christian. 
          
          Well, that's it for today folks. I hope you have a great day/night!

hyunjins_am3rican0

hey lovelyyyy hru?

Readingyayyyyyy

I'm sorry for not posting as much these days, I really wish I had the energy or time to write, but I don't.
          
          I haven't forgotten about you guys or the stories, but I just have a lot on my plate. I know I've already apologized, but I just feel bad lol.
          
          Loveee youuuu

HomoFl3xible_Frog

@Readingyayyyyyy ur good, i do the same thing 
            
            Just make sure to take care of urself!
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Readingyayyyyyy

Guess whatttt, I'm dumping yet another long ass post on here because feeling  feelings hurts :)
          
          Basically I do robotics, and my team has always consisted of my friends, and we're all the same age, so we started at the same year. We planned to stay as a team this coming season, but one of my friends said he was joining another team (still in the school).
          
          I'm literally overreacting, but I DO NOT take changes to social dynamics well. I'll still see him around, but our team had been talking about the future, like we were going to stay a team. I also hate when plans change, and now this set me off, and I'm just sad.
          
          Ik it's literally so stupid, but it's also making me feel like I'm a shitty friend and/or teammate, because he couldn't even bear another season with us. Like, like rlly hurt my self-esteem, but oh well :(
          
          And on top of that, I hate myself for feeling like this cuz I want to be happy for him, now that's he's on a better team and has more chances of going further.
          
          Sorry for the rant, but tysm if you've made it this far <3

Readingyayyyyyy

@HomoFl3xible_Frog it's alright that you don't have advice, your message already made me happier <33
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HomoFl3xible_Frog

@Readingyayyyyyy luv, thats not stupid. Those are valid feeelings, and i hope you get to feel better soon 
            
            Sorry i dont have better advice. Sending love <333
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Readingyayyyyyy

Hello everyoneeee!
          I know I haven't updated any of my books in ages, and I'm sorry :(
          
          But it's because I'm writing a book irl with my friend, and it's taking up most of my time.
          
          I PROMISE I haven't forgotten about the books on here or you guys, I hope you understand.
          
          Have a great day <3

xx_urgirlArixx

@Readingyayyyyyy OMGGGGGG 
            its all good girly I understand
            you have a good day too<3
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