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Idk if any one remembers... But
          
          
          
          HAPPY BDAY REN!!!!!!!

i hope your doing okay girly!i js wanna say next year i might be moving to the pillaphines.....(yes im not joking)anyways have a great day tomoraw today and every day!

Y'all I'm so fucking shocked literally flabbergastered overwhelmed idk..
          
          So uhm I have this friend, and Ik how I'm in junior year like I'm basically under 15 years old.
          
          I want all of you to know that as much as I don't like talking behind peoples back and etc, I was told to do whatever with this information, I asked if they were comfortable they said idc loll it's fine.
          
          So, I have this friend, and she has a boyfriend who's in 10th grade and is like idk 16+ but is a minor.And I don't like agreeing with rumors that involves my friends but this one is just some what believable.
          
          The rumors contained that her and her boyfriend were doing things in school like having intercourse, there's been countless times that they were caught and countless times that condoms were also found after they left a specific place.
          
          Not just that but back in seventh grade like last year, there's a forest beside our school and in that forest they were unintentionally caught on my other friends phone doing the deed with her boyfriend. Now it's been long and me and that friend have been friends since we were in 6th grade and as much as I am respectful and supportive about her I'm just disappointed or overwhelmed.
          
          Why? well it's because she's now almost 3 months pregnant.
          
          I'm just so shocked so puzzled just idk knowing my friend that's just my age is already pregnant, I'm just so freaking shaken at her being pregnant.

y'all last night's Halloween party costume show down event was so freaking fun
          
          Although one of my little kamaboko squad cosplayers couldn't make it due to them being sick we won 1st place for cutesy category!!
          
          And not to mention I managed to change just in time and do my make up and all and won another 1st place for another category!
          
          Like the cutesy costume me and my little cousins and siblings cosplayed Giyuu and the kamaboko squad+ muichiro and I was Giyuu and they were the kamaboko squad and muichiro like I was so stressed about watching them but they were behaved and we're even more behaved when I gave them s'mores cookies, like they were happy and behaved.
          
          I thought I wouldn't be able to compete in the other category but haha they have us an extraordinary extra 3hr+ to prepare and with already 1hr and 30 minutes was a total 4hr and 30 min so I managed to get all ready.
          
          Overall I went home tired but enjoyed it as after the cutesy category my little kamaboko squad and muichiro were taken home so I spent the rest with my friends
          
          We did all goofy ahh shit and also almost gave some old ladies heart attack bc of our costumes loll
          
          So all in all it was low-key 100%  best Halloween ever!!

Y'all wtf
          
          
          (NSFW TOPIC!!)
          
          So I was literally reading through my comments on the smut book and one of my older friends and their older cousins took my phone and read the part of Giyuu giving head and uhm lets say they stopped reading looked at me and said
          
          "don't be fucking with me, your too young to give heads—fucking hell—" 
          
          I stopped them asked what the fuck they were talking about and that if it was me having experiences I didn't and then they said "Then why the fuck is it so accurate!?"
          
          I went pale,and screamed wtf 
          
          Like bruh I don't so that shit I'm literally below 15X'((((
          
          
          -Merin

Bbg's, Pookie's!! I posted the remake of the Inverted Hashira's Book!
          
          Already two parts in and their both above 1k words! I'm working on so many unfinished parts like Ahh!
          
          Haven't been so like this to finish a new part and post like duh, I've been gone for months without posting so yeah I'll keep on posting every now and then or basically a two or three day gap!
          
          Wait what's smut chap will have to be scraped and not be included but there will be countless fluff!
          
          The smut book will have to wait for next week or this Wednesday or Thursday for a new chap!
          
          All in all I'll try updating all my books!
          
          That's all, if y'all have anything questions or what not feel free to tell:3333
          
          
          
          -Merin

Hey guys, pookies, bbg's my beloved everyone!
          
          How are you all?, i know I left for months on end. Life has just been a whole rollercoaster and I'm just starting to get the hang of it.
          
          I've been caught up in trying to accomplish my academic standards, been busy with my friends, I'm still in touch with everyone and everything but uhm aside from my personal life I wanted to thank you all first.
          
          I never thought I would've reach this far, get the most memorable moments without you all, like Ginko, Kim, and everyone else—thank you.
          
          Before you all can panic or anything no, nothings happening, I'm okay I'm staying no I am not quitting or some shit, I am just thanking you all, appreciating the love and support you all gave me, it's all very much everything, all the little things are big for me.
          
          I just don't know, I've been busy trying to adjust everything new and best in my life 11-12 year old me would even be shocked I even pulled through or managed to get this far, have the things I have rn.
          
          My life is messy but in good and bad ways, luckily it's more in good, and since today, I am aiming to be more active here, because I miss you all, I wanna reconnect and try to mimic or at least get back to resemble the old times, everything I've shared with you all I'll try to resemble or keep because I treasured them.
          
          Anyways uhm hey hello,hi it's Merin, your Readreads, of Readreadsthereader! the creator of two big shot books, and others that she left unfinished for months!!, the person who just suddenly left ha— ahem.
          
          If you all have anything to ask, questions, or idk feel free to ask, remember it's me Merin,feel free to anything:3333
          
          —Merin

Merin we miss u :((

Hey guys! it's Merin!!
          
          I am absolutely so sorry for not responding or updating any of y'all for weeks!, I've been so busy,so caught up in school and my ping-pong tournament that I've basically just didn't have the time to do anything like I haven't even opened my inbox in weeks—Like I have been having literal rollercoaster of emotions like one moment I'm okay,my classes are fine then suddenly my parent or family is threatening that I drop out of high school because I defied them or didn't match,or did something that they thought was right like they literally threatened me to stop "dating" my child figure (M), because of rumors my "friends" told my mother and without confirming me told my family about it and all hell broke loose with my family shaming me, my grams telling me how disappointed she was, and so many others things.
          
          Last week was so bad and because of the rumours my child figure or M's dad found out and decided he was transferring M to El Salvador (M lives with he's grandparents and M's dad works and lives in El Salvador that's miles and miles literally kilometer miles away from where we are).
          
          I was crushed not because I was losing my child figure but because I essentially also sabotaged he's relationships with he's friends, I went on days, every single time we'd meet I'd apologize,even crying at times till he snapped and began telling me on and on how it wasn't my fault and how I shouldn't apologize, let's say it also took he's friends and my other male friend to tell me that it wasn't my fault and that it never was in the first place, and due to this I finally accepted that it really wasn't my fault and all of that.
          
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My mother has still not apologized, both my mother and gram's aren't much of a 'im sorry I was wrong ' person's so no apology.
          
          Like it hurts to hear my grams tell me that 'do you want to be the reason someone will die??' like I really really hate it,it eats me alive,like if you don't understand why she said that it's because I our community,if someone of a 13-16 age gets a boyfriend or lover they'll start doing things,and end up being either a drug addict, a bad influence or being a teen parent.
          
          It tore me, destroyed me inside out that I went in days on being a machine, lifeless and like I was so close on losing everything till when my friends (what I wrote about earlier), told me everything, consoled me and all that , that I finally managed to break through.
          
          All month of September is eventful.
          
          I've been happy, ecstatic,more alive then ever before,more human and also more shitty, hellish and torn than ever but I also managed to get help,break through before it got worse.
          
          Overall I think I'll be fine now 
          
          I appreciate all the concerns,and I apologize for not replying, responding to any of y'all and that's all bye 
          
          
          -Merin