readreadsthereader

Y'all I'm working on the upcoming chapter and it's like 95% done 
          
          I'm literally sorry I'm so slow but damn I hate being seen as so responsible, I have to be a director, the artistic somebody, the group leader and a freaking unpaid teacher— AT THE SAME DAMN TIME like wew(⁠´⁠°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥⁠ω⁠°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥⁠｀⁠) HAHAHHAA. 
          
          
          
          Anyways it's 12 am and recently I wanna like get this off my chest a bit or my mind. 
          
          My boyfriend is the kindest man I know, he's silly, he's soft and a cute big baby but he scares me sometimes. 
          
          Maybe it's the way where he sometimes curses when I disapprove of something like him not drinking monster for the second or third time of the day he gets upset and it's in a yell kind of way that I feel my heart clench and crack a bit and I just go silent. 
          
          I really love my boyfriend but I feel like he got choked when I told him to not curse a lot and how I controlled him to who he was talking with like— it's fine to me when he's talking to others but I don't like it when he talks about them or puts them first before me— like ouch. 
          
          And it's okay that he curses but sometimes he just over does it and I don't like it. 
          
          Like I tolerate him in places that feel hypocritical to some love advisor. 
          
          But eh, it's normal in a relationship right? We just gotta like you know find a solution and communicate— yeah? 
          
          

So.. HI GUYS
          
          It has been— MONTHS. I am so sorry I got caught up again as my life now is so busy. Recently in September 1, my loving, sweetest and dear grandfather that was more of a Father than mine, passed. He died after just minutes ago checking his pulse. His death hit me hard and cuz of that my schedule of a surprise upload was broken.
          
          
          And now, I'm still busy, I'll be graduating next year and cuz of that I'm doing my best to fill up a lot of things that I deem missing for my future college essay. I'm an honor student with a current average of like A- OR 93.I really have been struggling with my new science teacher this year as the highest grade she has ever given our class is 89 or a A or B. Her techniques are just so—off, unexpected tests, her exams consist of things she didn't discuss and my science grades of 97s  or 95s or A+ have turned into simple 84s and 85s or B+ or Bs. I'm struggling a lot to keep up as I really want to become a doctor. 
          
          But dw, summer is coming. I'm pretty sure I'll have time by then to post at least something. I miss you guys literally so muchhh
          
          And since some bad news are up—
          
          I GOT A BOYFRIEND. So like remember Sam? A boy I posted here a few months ago or a year ago? Yeah one year of yearning—it's us. We're both accepted in each other's family and we honestly love each other— I know he is the one.
          
          Another great and amazing news— I'm like 80% done with the chapter!!! Yeahhhh 80. Like God, finally so yeah I miss you guys, I'm doing well, chapter is 80% done and hopefully y'all will get another chapter out!! 
          
          Side note my writing may have been nerfed 
          
          Anyways that's all, I love you guys, see you soon!! Merin outta here!! (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

Merin are you ok? Are you alive and well? Pls take care of yourself and atleast give us an update abtw yourself we all are getting worried so pls reply or atleast update with a few words

Where are you..it's already 2026

MERINNN HII HOW ARE YOU I MISS YOU IM BACK

Sister I miss you. Please come back. I miss your story so much

BOO
          
          
          I HAVE APPEARED! (>.<)

omg am i a liar(┬┬﹏┬┬)(┬┬﹏┬┬)(┬┬﹏┬┬)(┬┬﹏┬┬)
          
          I AM SO SORRY EVERYONE, I FAILED YALL AGAIN, THE CRIPLING DEPPRISION AND EPISODES KEEP POPPING UP ALMOST EVERY WEEK I AM SO SORRY!!
          
          but i need to be honest about why I'm not as active as usual
          
          my mental state rn is not at it's finest.. at least worser than almost three years ago when i first started making this account, my darlings my dear im so sorry, the amounts of things happening rn are just a lot to say the least, having to loose three family members in less than 3 months this here just isn't doing me well, losing my phone of almost 2 years bc of a mental breakdown also added to why i couldn't post plus my laptop getting hidden. My home life also hasn't been the greatest, as all of u guys know, my father is not a gentle father, my mother not being the most understanding as well, they both have significantly affected my mental health as threating to make me stop school, switch schools and even to the point of isolating me or giving me bruises and even to some points leaving me bloody, with my health being the shit that it is as some of you may recall from my old posts where i have experienced throwing up blood and fainting on the bathroom floor bloody, getting rushed to the hospitals and many incidents of the post i have posted about sad to say i am no longer able to do sports, table tennis, taekwondo were the sports i mostly focused on which now aren't allowed due to my deteriorating lungs. with my health and mental state not being okay are the very reasons why Merin or Readreadsthereader or me cannot post, im so very sorry everyone, as much as i don't want to i can't post or be as active as i used to, i hope that one day i will be able to, i hope for everyones kind understandings as to why i can't post nor be as active as i used to, thank you all, ill see u guys once i get better, i love you all
          
          -MERIN

Hello just making sure ur alive :D

When are you finished the book of: “Wait.. What” it's 2025 we've all been waiting for months (I think & not trying to be rude) T^T