LCPL Chavez

It’s My Birthday Big 21

Happy New Years Everyone 

Merry Christmas Everyone 

Who wants to Rp on discord 

Mia Khalifa says I hope you get your little minds scrambled up with ptsd
          
          Me: I HOPE I GO TO WAR AND IF I DONT COME BACK HOME IN A BOX! I HOPE I GET SEVERE PTSD BITCH! *laughs hysterically while holding my middle fingers high in the sky* 

Guys I never ask or seek help but I’ve been thinking about my best friend Patrick lately. No justice someone’s brother killed him on May 21, 2024. The murderer was never caught. The police aren’t doing anything about it. They are saying Patrick did it himself. Like wtf! I don’t know what to do. I’m having vision like kill mode. But I don’t want to do it. What if if one of my closet friends want to kill me? It’s all I have running in my head the past week now. If one of my best friends wants to kill me or wants me dead. They better not do it while my back is turned like a coward. I’m going down fighting. My parents had an argument a couple weeks ago my dad says he won’t live to see my grandpas age and my mom says she won’t live to get to see my dad’s age. I told them look at Hailey and Patrick gone at 18 20 years old. There’s no justice for Patrick! The lord works in mysterious ways. You don’t know who’s going to go. As a matter of fact. Shit! *laughs hysterically* i will die before you two! You have someone to love you! I don’t! Nobody loves me! You all just saying that so i don’t put a bullet through my skull! I’ve lost so many family members and friends these past years. I don’t know if it’s a test from the lord. The lord gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers. Sometimes i wish i never wake up in the morning. D!e in my sleep. Jump off. Eat a bullet. Or go to war and go out fighting. I don’t wanna tell my parents I’m depressed. My brothers keep telling me to go the therapist. I don’t wanna go to a fucking therapist! They can’t help me with the shit I have in my head! I don’t know what after this life but we will all find out one day. It doesn’t matter what you do in this life change don’t change get right with the lord read the Bible go to church. Fix shit. Forget the past. We will all go in the hole anyway *laughs hysterically*

My family and friends: what are you thankful for?
          
          Me: I’m still fucking alive df 

Happy Thanksgiving Everyone 

My new and next chapter: Mighty Pups vs the super baddies. 
          
          Should I include Sweetie and Arrby and Liberty if so what should their super powers be? 

53 days left until my 21st Birthday Yay!