I suppose I'm best summed up by this quote by Charles Bukowski: "She's mad but she's magic. There's no lie in her fire." 
Yeah, that's me....
A little bit fairytale, a little bit defeatist, a little bit damned, and a little bit heavenly....just sorta depends on what day, what time, or what conditions you run into me.
It's life...and like math...it has its variables...
I mean...We're all a little mad, aren't we?