ReaperOfStorys

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Getting fucking surgery tomorrow to find where my chronic pain comes from
          	Im not allowed to eat anything for the day prior up until the surgery and I think if my organs don't rip themselves apart (I'm having an episode and I'm fucking hungry) I will do it myself

ReaperOfStorys

@Im_A_Bixch17 aww thats okay <33
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Im_A_Bixch17

@ReaperOfStorys 
          	  *Nuzzles* Sorry, Wattshit was bringing the error 1103 or smth like that up
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ReaperOfStorys

@Puppet_marionette13 true lol
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ReaperOfStorys

this message may be offensive 
Getting fucking surgery tomorrow to find where my chronic pain comes from
          Im not allowed to eat anything for the day prior up until the surgery and I think if my organs don't rip themselves apart (I'm having an episode and I'm fucking hungry) I will do it myself

ReaperOfStorys

@Im_A_Bixch17 aww thats okay <33
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Im_A_Bixch17

@ReaperOfStorys 
            *Nuzzles* Sorry, Wattshit was bringing the error 1103 or smth like that up
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ReaperOfStorys

@Puppet_marionette13 true lol
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ReaperOfStorys

Ice is in the same town where my job is and I'm scared to go to work
          
          I don't want to die a martyr

ReaperOfStorys

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I just don't want it to be at the hands of a fucking ice agent
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ReaperOfStorys

Frankly, I don't want to die at all, but we all will someday
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ReaperOfStorys

Having a long conversation with a person on tumblr about how the drama in the dsmp fandom has made it really hard to still be apart of the community and not be ashamed for not being able to pick a side is the most healed I've been in a solid minute 
          Btw we're moots now :D

ReaperOfStorys

@Anonymous_Author163 thank you, I really appreciate it. Its comforting to know that not everyone is angry
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Anonymous_Author163

@ReaperOfStorys    I get that. I was there a few months ago. But I really thought about it and talked it over with a trusted friend, and I realized that liking certain media and content creators is something personal that I have the right to do because it brings me comfort that I both need and deserve.
            
            These emotional attachments we form before we even know about any controversies aren't our fault, and a lot of people don't realize how strongly all of this can really affect us. 
            Enjoying someone's content isn't supporting them, it's supporting yourself. And it isn't fair for people to get angry over that.
            
            
            The best advice I can give is for you to ignore and try not to engage with people who get angry about or make fun of this sort of drama. If they refuse to understand other peoples' side of things, it will only have bad effects on your mental health.
            
             It's a lot like reading/watching too much negative news from news sources. You can't do anything to change it, so stressing yourself out about it is pointless.
            Keep being you, and like what you like in reasonable amounts!
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ReaperOfStorys

@Anonymous_Author163 thank goodness 
            Like, I don't know what to believe anymore and I don't want to pick the wrong side and also it's stressing me out that people are mad
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