Riverwater

Hello again. It's been a while.

I have eggs and I am going to throw them at the children across the street. 

Are you dead again?

*Boop*
          
          You have been booped!
          Put this on 20 other profiles and let the chaos spread
          

Guess who finally decided to continue writing their FGOD fanfic, forgot where the plot was supposed to go, and ended up starting a separate FGOD fanfic that anyone can add ideas toooooo :D
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/301694553-draft-mercy-an-fgod-story

I made a quotev thing cus I'm a nightmare simp
          https://www.quotev.com/quiz/14405578/Dating-Nightmare-Sans-Part-1

I know I have spectrophobia (the fear of seeing something not of the human world in a mirror) but I feel like it extends further than that. I feel like it's watching me through windows as well and sometimes even following me around or lingering behind me. I know it's not real, I think but I'm still terrified of it. I haven't told anyone. I can forget about it by surrounding myself in my daily activities but when it's night/late afternoon (the only time when I have nothing to do) it really kicks in. My heart rate increases, I start sweating and the more I think about it the worse it becomes. I'm on the verge of tears typing this and I had to turn around at least 5 times already. Help. Please? I want to be able to enjoy my free time in peace. I feel like hiding under my blankets but not sleeping. I'm also mildly scared of nightmares, haven't had one in a while but I'm scared anyway. Not to the point that I don't sleep though, it just makes me feel uneasy. So, any advice?

H i-

DKJSNXKFJDND— YOUR FOLLOWING 8 GENO'S— WHAT THE FUCK—

Soo I have a theyfriend and I like to take and give back their owl rings a lot for fun but today he texted me, "in the future if u ever steal my rings again" "I kinda hope it's permanent" and now I'm in tears-