Flower Power

@ReasonCookiesSapphir I trust you with my life but im too scared to fight it with people. im scared it will consume them and the brightness you all bring to my life snuffed out like it was never there. i live in constant fear that you'll be gone one day and if i have to go away to make you all happy. but i can't let them or me truly lose you because you are the only thing tying ne to this world. i deal with you not telling me things. i deal with you pushing me away because i care so fuckin much

@CaitlinIsInTheClouds It hurts to care so much but get pushed away like I am nothing to you. I try so hard not to feel everyones feelings because I am trying to focus on one. And that has been yours for a long time caitlin. A long time. Now I cant because everytime I talk to you, you back further and further away from me like I am a monster or something. So yeah. Im too sensitive. Im too... Anything but what I should be. But I trusted you so deeply but now I dont know who I can trust. So just let me run off and die. It will make your life a hell of a lot easier.