Sometimes I feel like I fall to hard, other times I feel like I've fallen way before I knew the person for a long enough time. This time I feel as if I've fallen so hard that I can't get back up again. I honestly thought that I loved him and now he's gone. Already gone, I just wanted one little shot to have a few days to get to flirt but he's moved on. Two days after a horrible break up and he's already taken again. I just want to cry, to write, to blast music and sing my heart out just to get all of my feelings out. I've lost my appetite, I'm very tired. I already had started relapsing with this depression and how it's hitting me hard. Time to hide all of my sharpeners. Now I'm not seeking attention when I post this. Don't comment if you don't like it. I just felt like I needed to tell someone and that someone is you. Somewhere I won't get judged. Somewhere I fit in. Thanks for listening...