✨Aaron✨

Hey guys just learnt about the news that Technoblade died, I’m not sure how to react because I didn’t know him personally. Even though his family most likely see this, I wish the best to them.

Guess who’s mum just took away their freedom!!
          Yep- sorry for practically not existing rn my mental health is a dumpster fire 
          
          Anyways how are you guys? Did you enjoy your weekend? YOU ARE LOVED AND VALID AND PEOPLE CARE ABOUT YOU STAY SAFE AND BE KIND TO YOURSELF!!! HAVE A GREAT DAY/NIGHT

hey people hope you are all having a nice day/night
          Don't forget to eat/drink and go touch some grass or sit with your window open and admire it from afar!
          
          You are valid and you are loved <3

How have your guys day been? 
          Good i hope, don't forget to take care of yourself eat drink sleep do basic human functions <3

Writing plot bc my life is going to shit currently writing chapter 2 while i have plot for up to chapter 14. I've been writing the plot in school and my friend keeps calling it spicy plot. It is not, it is about a child with trauma there is nothing spicy about it and I am not cruel enough to give the child spicy trauma bc HE ISNT EVEN 6 YET IM NOT GIVING A TINY CHILD SPICY TRAUMA IT WAS BAD ENOUGH THAT HE WAS ABUSED AND THEN FOLLOWED BY THE PEOPLE THAT HURT HIM ONCE HE MANAGED TO ESCAPE I REFUSE TO GIVE HIM SPICY TRAUMA THATS TOO FAR

Chaotic rant abt my chaotic Monday and weekend:
          
          OKAY SO I GOT MY SCORE BACK FOR MY SCIENCE MOCKS AND I DID SHIT OVERALL BUT IM PROUD ON MY PHYSICS SCORE
          
          Biology - 5 
          Chemistry - U
          Physics - 9
          Overall - 5 
          
          This is my grades not the number of questions I got right
          
          And now I have to write a speech about a topic I care about for English I’m either going to do it on depression and how it’s glorified by social media or eating disorders as I feel like they don’t get talked about enough or self harm because literally no one I know fully understands what it is just that it’s when people hurt themselves on purpose. And I already know quite a bit about these subjects. On one hand I can’t wait for the English speech and on the other I want to die before it so I don’t have to talk in front of people.
          
          Also I currently have 3 people that I know of who have a crush on me and I have no clue why like I’m sorry but what do you see in me I’m just a bag of sadness who doesn’t like to talk or leave their room. Like what is there to like abt me I’m a absolute mess.
          
          Also had a family gathering on the weekend and i was playing with my younger cousins and some random girl maybe 9 or 10 decides that’s she’s going to walk up to me smile wink turn around and flick her hair as she walks away. Like what? I’m sorry if you didn’t understand with my very gay outfit but I am gay. Honestly where do these kids get confidence like that, I can’t even speak without stuttering. 
          
          This was so random sorry :d
          
          How have your guys weeks been?
          Good I hope, don’t forget to take care of yourself you are loved <3

Reading a different book on ao3 and one of the characters is really ill and in my brain i wasn't worried bc its fanfic, he cant die...
          
          One of the first tags is major character death-

Currently reading a 200k angst on AO3 with one of the tags being dead dove: do not eat, no idea what it means but i just read "wild eyes stared at the blue orbs"
          
          I have hit peak fanfic reading

Nothing says mental breakdown like eating half a tub of cake icing, crying watching YouTube
          
          How you guys been?

OMG I KINDA FORGOT I HAD THIS ACCOUNT OOPS
          
          Kinda been busy recently, anyways how have you all been? I wanna catch up with you guys. Have you done anything exiting? Been anywhere cool? Have you been taking care of yourself? Any new hobbies or interests?
          
          DONT FORGET THAT YOU ARE LOVED AND CARED FOR HAVE A LOVLEY DAY/NIGHT AND DONT FORGET TO EAT DRINK SLEEP AND BE NICE TO YOURSELF <333