RedCrystallizer

Wowie, it's been like, 2 years since I've touched this account haha. This place has changed, huh. Tbh I wonder if anyone uses this website anymore.
          	
          	I was cleaning my email account and saw all those notifications of those new chapter updates I  remember being so excited of years ago. Queue nostalgia to hit me in the face and now here I am.
          	
          	It’s weird seeing the drafts I’d left to rot and the 2 stories I actually had the courage to publish and not tear down the next second. Admittedly I’m not that into Vocaloid anymore but it’s still a part of my fond memories.. The very 1st fandom I was in, despite it being small I felt happy to be a part of something. Now I’ve grown and entered more fandoms than I’d ever imagine it felt nice to see where it all started 4 years ago. All those nights I should be sleeping, I spent them reading chapters and chapters of fanfics (which I still do today lol) and attempting to write one of my own. 
          	
          	It’s sad to say I moved to using AO3 for my fanfic needs for some reason I can’t really remember now. I didn’t migrate my 2 lonely stores there tho. Maybe I just didn’t want to, for reasons I forgot too.
          	
          	I kinda gave up on writing due to stress and what not, but maybe I'll try again one of these days. At least my confidence issues are less severe now haha.
          	
          	(And damn that awkward bio lmao. Why was I like that? And my FFN account also lays in dust ahahaha. I think I'll leave my bio alone for nostalgia sake.)

RedCrystallizer

Wowie, it's been like, 2 years since I've touched this account haha. This place has changed, huh. Tbh I wonder if anyone uses this website anymore.
          
          I was cleaning my email account and saw all those notifications of those new chapter updates I  remember being so excited of years ago. Queue nostalgia to hit me in the face and now here I am.
          
          It’s weird seeing the drafts I’d left to rot and the 2 stories I actually had the courage to publish and not tear down the next second. Admittedly I’m not that into Vocaloid anymore but it’s still a part of my fond memories.. The very 1st fandom I was in, despite it being small I felt happy to be a part of something. Now I’ve grown and entered more fandoms than I’d ever imagine it felt nice to see where it all started 4 years ago. All those nights I should be sleeping, I spent them reading chapters and chapters of fanfics (which I still do today lol) and attempting to write one of my own. 
          
          It’s sad to say I moved to using AO3 for my fanfic needs for some reason I can’t really remember now. I didn’t migrate my 2 lonely stores there tho. Maybe I just didn’t want to, for reasons I forgot too.
          
          I kinda gave up on writing due to stress and what not, but maybe I'll try again one of these days. At least my confidence issues are less severe now haha.
          
          (And damn that awkward bio lmao. Why was I like that? And my FFN account also lays in dust ahahaha. I think I'll leave my bio alone for nostalgia sake.)

RedCrystallizer

Sometimes I feel like everything I write is trash and then delete every single word only to write them all over again.
          
          Sorry if you noticed some of my stories disappearing. I just can't help it. 
          
          And some conversation might be deleted afterwards so don't freak out if something goes missing.  You're not hallucinating or going crazy,  trust me.

RedCrystallizer

@-Unilicious- Your welcome! And thanks for the advice, I really appreciate it :D
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-Unilicious-

@RedCrystallizer Hi there!! Thanks for putting my story in your reading list! :3 
            
            And you shouldn't feel that your stories are trash!! Writing is pretty hard! You will learn as you go,by yourself or by reading other people's works. 
            
            It takes a while for people to discover your story,so don't worry!! I am sure people will read yours. 
            
            Some advice: Plan your story before you write it. Figure out the plot,characters and their personalities!! (I actually wrote whatever and just made a story out of it xD) 
            
            So good luck!!
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RedCrystallizer

Trying to squeeze some time for writing. You probably won't see me for a while.
          
          (To be honest, writing is like a hobby I do when I'm free. When life's get complicated and busy, it's hard to find muse and time to write. I'm very sorry for the inactivity *bows*. I do hope things will turn out better in the future.)

RedCrystallizer

Going to be on hiatus for awhile.
          
          You might see me voting, reading or commenting stories during my free time. But I'm not really in the mood to write right now. I tried forcing myself but no, it won't work.
          
          I might do something for Halloween though, but who knows? *Shrugs*