RedRi0t2228

I'm sorry if the message I just posted bothers anyone but I just needed to get it out 

RedRi0t2228

-Small vent-
          
          
          
          When's it my turn to be happy and find someone? Not always be the second choice
          
          I'm surrounded by people finding their person and being so in love and I'm just there 
          
          Everyone's getting their first everything and I have no experience to share, it's embarrassing
          
          I get tired of crying every night wishing I could just be happy then having to put on this mask the next day to be the one with a smile, the one who's there for everyone else 
          
          I get told "just wait" or "you'll get your chance soon" 
          
          I'm so tired.. 
          
          I could never be somebody's crush..
          
          I could never be the romantic interest in somebody else's story
          
          I'm not pretty enough to have that kind of love
          
           That kind of love where they stare at you and say "you're so beautiful.."
          
          I'm not pretty enough to be loved from afar, pined after, pursued
          
          Sure someone will love me eventually but they'll have to know me
          
          Maybe that's not so bad but is it too much to want to be wanted 
          
          Like how they want the pretty girls
          
          To be wanted like I see on Tv
          
          I just want someone to have a crush on me 
          
          A silly little crush..
          

REDEST_R10T

@RedRi0t2228 
            
            Oh hun, never wish to be someone else. Your perfect just the way you are ❤️ someone some day will find you and fall in love with you. Someone might be in love with you right now you just never know. It's alright dear, and you are beautiful ❤️ never think less.
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RedRi0t2228

I would like to apologize- if my messages seem shorter or are different,  I'm taking longer than normal to respond,etc. I'm going through a really hard time right now. I want anyone who I rp with to know just in case ❤️

REDEST_R10T

@RedRi0t2228 
            
            ╰┈➤ Alright, thank you for letting me know. Hope you feel better sometime soon ❤️ 
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Kitkat_MHAships

Hm.. well hello hello~ ^ ^
          
          I found you on someones page, specifically someone you know 
          
          Anyways~! I'd RP anytime, I do really any ship as long as its legal, I don't do much fxf smut, so Im only used to mxf and mxf smut (if u didn't get it, f = female and m = male)

RedRi0t2228

@Kitkat_MHAships wanna pm me and we can talk about it? 
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RedRi0t2228

I need some help- I want to start writing stories on here, but have no idea what to do or where to start-

REDEST_R10T

@RedRi0t2228 copy and past and into pms..
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RedRi0t2228

@K1NG_KATSUK1 yeah ofc you can, just unsure of how to share it exactly? 
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REDEST_R10T

ೃ⁀➷ . . . Hey broski, just letting you know... 
          
          
          Your awesome to roleplay with-

REDEST_R10T

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            - ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ <3333 ❜┊˚ ͙۪۪̥◌
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RedRi0t2228

@K1NG_KATSUK1 so are you dude- thank you 
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REDEST_R10T

Hey dudeeee