-Small vent-
When's it my turn to be happy and find someone? Not always be the second choice
I'm surrounded by people finding their person and being so in love and I'm just there
Everyone's getting their first everything and I have no experience to share, it's embarrassing
I get tired of crying every night wishing I could just be happy then having to put on this mask the next day to be the one with a smile, the one who's there for everyone else
I get told "just wait" or "you'll get your chance soon"
I'm so tired..
I could never be somebody's crush..
I could never be the romantic interest in somebody else's story
I'm not pretty enough to have that kind of love
That kind of love where they stare at you and say "you're so beautiful.."
I'm not pretty enough to be loved from afar, pined after, pursued
Sure someone will love me eventually but they'll have to know me
Maybe that's not so bad but is it too much to want to be wanted
Like how they want the pretty girls
To be wanted like I see on Tv
I just want someone to have a crush on me
A silly little crush..
@RedRi0t2228
Oh hun, never wish to be someone else. Your perfect just the way you are ❤️ someone some day will find you and fall in love with you. Someone might be in love with you right now you just never know. It's alright dear, and you are beautiful ❤️ never think less.
I would like to apologize- if my messages seem shorter or are different, I'm taking longer than normal to respond,etc. I'm going through a really hard time right now. I want anyone who I rp with to know just in case ❤️
Hm.. well hello hello~ ^ ^
I found you on someones page, specifically someone you know
Anyways~! I'd RP anytime, I do really any ship as long as its legal, I don't do much fxf smut, so Im only used to mxf and mxf smut (if u didn't get it, f = female and m = male)
I need some people to rp with, I do any ship in mha as long as it's legal, I can play a female, male, whatever, I usually play a bottom but can top if needed (let me know if nsfw is not your thing), etc etc