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I fucking hate life. Why the fuck did I have to exist? I’m fucking ‘taking care of my sister’ but she doesn’t listen to me ever and she’s a fucking narcissistic asshole. She took her dog into our room and was screaming at the dog because the dog wanted to come to me. She’s horrid and it’s getting to me. I’m fucking mentally done and I keep trying to be stable but I keep getting torn the fuck apart . I’m sick of being blamed for everything. I’m sick of fucking living. She’s screaming at me well I locked myself and the dogs in another room. I’m sick of being told ‘oh she’s younger than you, it shouldn’t affect you, she can’t bully you if she’s smaller than you.’ Well she’s definitely one of the biggest reasons I want to end myself.