@RedgraveWrites I read it now and I want to say and might be harsh, but she is not worth it. In this world there always people, who are cruel. You should not be attach to her if she cheated. I had similiar situation, in that situation/moment I just thought f him. He is an a hole. Well he was bullying me without reason. If she really liked you, she should not cheat on you and go with someone else. She is a . Why these thoughts about suicide if you still have people in this community and in your cirlce (family and friends), who support and help? In this world, there many people, who have similiar situation like you, but what did they do? More than 50% moved on (maybe?). Do you know why? Because "f them(her/him)" or " I'm so much better". You can take it slowly, but also don't think about suicide because of this one person. Show everyone what you can do! No matter what they think, even if they say something mean. Do what you do best and show them in the face. Don't give up so easily. If you give up so easily, they will continue to hurt you and maybe manipulate you. Do you want it? You have to be strong.
