"I'll never be, be what you see inside.
You say I'm not alone, but I am petrified.
You say that you are close, is close the closest star?
You just feel twice as far, you just feel twice as far....
And I'm so afraid, of what you have to say, cause I am quiet now, and silence gives you space..."
~"fake you out" by Twenty One Pilots
(Aka how I feel and relate to my family-)