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how it feels hearing all my girl friends talk about the pretty little boyfriends they got this summer while all I got this summer was drunk 

TW: sh, suicidio. 
          è il mese di prevenzione al suicidio e finalmente riesco a dire la mia a riguardo
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/415819662

nothing in life is real except the tears I cried when I listened to The Best live 

come mi sento dopo aver sentito il mio personale why did you drop out of yale speech

"stop bothering me" oh ok I just daydreamed about us spending the summer tgt but it's fine I mean 

saying "I wanna go home" except I actually wanna go anywhere but here 

never having children because what if I too disappear when they actually need me?

every hour every day I find something new to be anxious about 

when my parents let me do normal teenage things for once but I just feel like a quiet weir loner girl playing the part of a cool, outgoing girl

how short hair talks to me when I go back to crying everyday, I'm getting disappointed by people, and I have to tell my boy bsf that he was, in fact, right