@RegretFromOneOfFive
Hey Travis it's uh me...Well not really me anymore ig.But also still me? I'm Riga but a new person.Heh- I'm actually trans :3 My names Neo now. I discovered my true self and am happier now..If you wanna talk sometime you can add my discord ig? Uh yeah. ~Sangwoos_Knifeu #6532
Nah i can't go on my old discords also oof.Send me yours and i'll try friending you instead.
Feeling so much regret. Every day I feel regret, I miss her and her and her and him. I miss everyone I knew then but that one thing I did and they disappear. They're were my friends and I messed it up. I hope she doesn't feel regret as it wasn't her fault. If they even remember me then hopefully it's a good memory and they don't feel bad because that's for me to feel. Regret I always feel every day from now on since then. But I can't undo for at least right now but when I can they'll probably be gone and that's what hurts me is that I can't see them at all! I only have one friend from there on discord. Everything's gone from there and I already miss it, it makes me tear every time I remember or go in depth of it just like now. I just hope they're alright as I knew one will feel regret as I made a promise not to leave but I already the next minute. She was the greatest but now gone from my sight. I know she sometimes feels insecure but I don't wish her to be especially after me leaving. regret is a common emotion now and I have lots of it.
Life can be hard... That's a fact everyone can feel. My experience was me for a whole year and a half locked in my own cage where I cried every time I came home from school, I death threatend myself all the time saying no one loves me. I always searched for ways to end it all but I couldn't do it. I was alone and no one knew my pain. I only survived because of music but what made me end it was worth. I realized no one cares if you're alone that you should be hated for that. I realized that I don't need to be like this if I just breathe and try. Music helped me pull through my tears, by music I mean Linkin Park. Probably talk about that in the post later if I update it or make another post about this
