@RegretItRay hey, don't say that, you don need to "delete" yourself, either your books, just keep focusing on your grades for now on, okay? Don't do anything while forcing it, you don't need to write at the night, don't waste your sleep for it. Don't say you don't deserve anything, because it's not true. No need to give up on your books, just write it when you seriously have a free time and feeling like writing, no one will judge you for that, even if you won't have time for books. Everyone who likes you will understand, right? Focus on your grades and school, don't worry about this app, cuz well, it's only app. Everyone who likes you (ik I'm saying it 2nd time) will stay with you even if you wouldn't update, really. Hope your situation is going to be better, good luck in school and everything you need this luck for! Love ya and don't give up ♡