DeadBite666

Alois is the best and do you know why? Cause he is literally a ball of gay ass ego wrapped in rapist-ish craziness. Ciel is just the boy next door that couldn't decide if he wanted to be a boy or girl so he settled in the middle.

It's pretty awesome your from Hawaii one of my wrestling coaches and his wife grew up there 

"When the blade finally touched my wrist and the blood began to bead I changed. That once loving caring girl is now cold and unfeeling because she no longer cares about her life and all she wants to do is fall into an eternal sleep."

"When people critique me I want to stand up and tell them I don’t need to be abused by another person just because they don’t understand my eccentric personality."

"When my love tells me that I’m his angel I want to tell him that I want so badly for that to be true but instead I just pull my sleeves down further and smile, holding back the tears that would show them otherwise."

"When cutting your arm no longer hurts, you move to your leg, when that pain becomes numb you move to your side, when you're done with your side it’s the stomach, and finally… the throat."

"I always tell people that I’m the real me, that there isn’t anyone else that I want to be but this is a lie. My smiles are fake, they’re merely there to hold my tears in. Those hugs that always seem to be a welcome are actually an advanced goodbye in case I never get to see my friend one last time. And those bracelets that I wear to “add decoration” actually hide my cuts and scars."

"I’m so tired of people telling me that I’m worthless, that I’m unloved, ugly, that my life is useless. I realize this and I’m trying to fix this by leaving the picture but people just keep getting in my way."

I hate when I think I’m strong enough to stop cutting then find that I’m still just as weak as when I first started.

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