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Gosh it’s been a long time since I’ve been on this app. 
          
          I know it’s been quite a while since I last updated but life’s been kind off a mess for me at the minute, so tysm for all of your patience <3
          
          I do plan on updating, and I’ll make sure to make this chapter EXTRA long to make up for the loss time. I’ll most likely publish next weekend at the latest cause I’m a bit busy at the moment.
          
          But I promise to make the chapter worth the wait!

Update will be after I return from my holiday, in a week :)

Through the holidays I have had time to think to myself and reevaluate my choices, Especially those regarding my book, TOS. I have come to realise that my books being focused on a single main character and BTS being the love interests is not okay. Writing about the boys, fantasying about them, it’s all not okay, and quite frankly has been messing with my mental health quite a lot.
          
          It may seem okay to some, to daydream about them, to create unrealistic standards because of them, but really the truth is that it’s unhealthy. It’s not something people should be doing. Because it’s fun at first but then you start comparing your fantasies to your reality, you start nit-picking the tiny details, you try to change the people around you to fit your idea of a perfect reality. 
          
          I realise this. I realise that my life is not perfect and it never will be and if I’m constantly trying to make it fit into the shape of my ideal world, I will fail. And along the way people will leave because I have set the bar so high, that they will get tired of trying to reach it.
          
          So though my decision isn’t final and I’m still thinking it through, I would like to edit my book TOS and change it so it is no longer a BTS ff. I will add my own love interests, three of them to be precise. The book will continue as an original after that.
          
          But my respect for the boys are too high to completely violate their image in my books.
          
          I would still like to have time to think about my decision before I Actually edit TOS, so if you have any advice, if you disagree with my choice, if you have ANYTHING you wish to tell me before I go ahead with my final decision, please do.
          
          -Rem

Almost done editing the new chapter! Just need a fix a few grammatical errors and add a suitable song to fit the scene, (>ᴗ•)

Hello all, here to let you know I will be taking a short one week break from writing. It is only because I have an important exam coming up soon and I really need to focus more on revising. 
          
          Thank u :)

Might be a slight delay on TOS update because I have been a bit busy with school work. But I PROMISE it will be worth the wait ;)

I will be updating TOS in a couple days time as I had to push back my schedule due to my professor being a dickhead and setting us extra hw (so exited -_-) 
          
          But before I do publish the new chapter, one thing I would like to clear up about the book is that the romance is a SUB plot, meaning it is not the main plot point in the story.
          
          I think this really needs to be cleared up because a lot of you think I’m dragging out the romance. I’m not. It’s called a slow burn for a reason babe.
          
          But also TOS is a supernatural/action/mystery genre, so it is one of my harder projects. Having to tie all the loose ends, make sure the story makes sense, whilst introducing all these news factors to my reader. It’s not easy. And in the midst of all of this I need to add character development and romance.
          
          It’s a lot of work.
          
          So please be a bit understanding if my updating schedule is delayed. I’m trying my best here.
          
          Something else I wanted to address about the romance in TOS is that yes there will be romance. Yes there will be fluff and in future updates there will be more scenes where our MC and the love interests interact. But for now I’d like to focus more on character development and the overall lot of the story.
          
          I’d rather the romance be gradual and realistic than to just rush into it and have it ruin the book. Plus who doesn’t love tension;)
          
          If you prefer faster paced stories, I suggest you read my other book ‘Man Eater’
          
          One last thing I wanted to address…..is smut(๑˃ᴗ˂)ﻭ
          
          Yes there will be smut, yes it will get steamy, but first we need to build up.
          
          That’s all I wanted to say for now, thank you so much for being patient with me, it rlly means the world.
          
          And I hope you enjoy:)

Just a quick update about my update schedule.
          
          This week I have a really big test coming up so I do need to study for (I fucking hate school). But yk gotta get those grades.
          
          Which unfortunately means that I won’t be able to update TOS:(
          
          Apologies for the small break, but honestly I really need it. Thank you so much for your support on my writing, it really means the world!
          
          I’ll see you next week!( ´ ▽ ` ).｡ｏ♡

thank you for adding my story to recommended! it means a lot and I really hope you enjoy it! <3

Hello loves!
          
          I know it's been a while since I last updated, i have been going through a a huge writer's block phase:(
          
          Throughout this period of time, I reflected on some of my books and how they will progress in the future. I have decided that I will continue writing 'Throne of shadows' as well as 'Maneater' as I have alot planned for both books. However I do also plan on continuing 'Cypher' I feel as if I should structure the story out better. That will take some time.
          
          So unfortunately 'Cypher' will being going on a—hopefully—short hiatus.
          
          I will try to update the next chapters of Throne of shadow and Maneater some time this week.
          
          If you have any feedback or requests, dont be afraid to speak to me about it:)
          
          Thank you<333