Ren0025

wow ok, i didn't know people found my story interesting until now. even with the horrible grammar and poor story line it's still somehow interesting to yall. Thank you so much for reading my sad excuse of a story.

Ren0025

wow ok, i didn't know people found my story interesting until now. even with the horrible grammar and poor story line it's still somehow interesting to yall. Thank you so much for reading my sad excuse of a story.

Ren0025

Omg i can't  believe people are still reading my stories. I feel so bad now cause i havent updated them. GDNSJDJD IM SORRY GUYS I'LL  TRY MY BEST TO USE MY LACK OF CREATIVITY TO TRY AND GIVE Y'ALL A SLIGHTLY  DECENT  BOOK CAUSE I SUCK AT WRITING IM SORRY. 
          
          thx love you all

Ren0025

Hey guys, gals, and whoever and whatever y'all want to be. I Am Soft. 
          
          Just read a slightly angsty, fluffy, and romantic story. It has a cat in it and I'm soft. Cause while reading that story at 2 in the morning.
          My adorable fluff ball of a cat who sits on my face for fun is sleeping on the pillow beside my head.
          
          And I swear to everything in my writing skills and food it's so FREAKIN ADORABLE.
          
          SO yeah. that's what's happening.
          
          Also the new app logo looks weird now but who am I to judge?

Ren0025

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My Sad day: a thread
          
          College result released today, didn't get in, mom said maybe that college isn't for me. Got home slept, tired of everything and sad, woke up didn't open eyes, listenined to my brother & my mom's conversation, they thought I was alseep. Bro asked if I got in, mom said no, then said "she didn't even study and you think she'll get in?" left the room with him, I opened my eyes and got up, continued to listen as my mom talks trash to me as she is leaving to the kitchen. I checked the time, time for dinner. Realized mom didn't even try to wake me up for dinner, thinks back to the other times I passed out and didn't eat dinner. Realized mom has been saying she kept trying to wake me up put I don't, lost my appetite. Remembered she keeps insulting my weight and body, calls me fat. Already probably have some sort of depression, tried to bring topic up once before, mom called me crazy & shouted angry asked y I even thought about having depression. Played it off as a joke, she got less mad but still mad. I'm insecure about my body and weight because of my family but when I degrade myself about it agreeing with them they either say to stop saying that cause it's not true or they insult me more saying go exercise and workout cause I'm a lazy shit. The thing is I used to be on volleyball varsity & my parents always got mad at me for having late practice and kept telling me to leave the team. Once the season ended and we were done with championships they were happy i didn't have practice anymore. Then proceed to insult me. When I ask to join to play volleyball with people outside school they say it's a waste of time. Later says I need to exercise, went to exercise by myself  at home. When they saw me they took pictures and kept correcting me even if they themselves never exercised.

Ren0025

@ELYSIAR  Thank you so much, I'm way better now especially in regards with my mental health. Also since my family's culture is to live with the parents as much as possible I won't be moving out any time soon. I actually got into a college that has free tuition cause it's my country's university. (they recently made the tuition free) I'm actually  in an fine arts course but im the only one from my siblings who is studying here. I'm a bit more confident in myself now.
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