Ren_zilla

god ok what is this rollercoaster of a fandom 
          i may come back to this 
          probably not
          i've been very very busy lately and honestly if i'm going to be real here 
          this is just not fun anymore. (aside from that, i've made the transition to Ao3 completely. i was only on this site for it's large mcyt population and most of the people have moved or deleted their fics so...)
          i appreciate everybody who reads the story regardless. If eventually I update this, and am able to successfully distance myself from the events this fandom has led to...then so be it, but at the moment...i just can't. i am so sorry for letting all of you down. really. thank you so much for being here anyway. i love you all so so very much.

HELLO ALL!!!! You will be pleased to hear, that I am going to be attempting to continue Missing Home! I am still not quite sure where I stand when it comes down to all that's happened in this community lately. I have not been the most up to date on it all, but I do know that working on this was something fun for me, and it was something that was kind of important to me. I've distanced myself enough from the situation that I think I am alright to continue this!
          Tentatively hopeful. 
          Thoughts? Feelings? Should I not do this? Even if I do it will probably be a while before I actually have a chapter to show..
          Anyhoo, that's my rough plan. Not quite sure what I'm going to do but...we press forward nonetheless.

what is even happening in the mcyt community rn????? like actually what is going on????

fuck wilbur soot

Hey all five people who read my story! 
          I just wanted to say that I'm going to be taking a big step back from my fic, and maybe even discontinue it. 
          based on what's going on right now with wilbur....i don't feel comfortable writing a fic that primarily has him as a main character. 
          i'm sorry if this upsets anyone, but i really just.... i can't continue this knowing what i know. 
          goodbye for now

Hello all! so..................i don't even have most of a chapter 5 typed out yet because of college and poor time management and bad mental health and also The Magnus Protocol, and Hazbin Hotel, and Percy Jackson are all coming out at the same time and between all of that I just have NO TIME AT ALL QWQQQ. so i'm sorry. i will try to get it out at some point qwq 
          
          
          i might even end up even just publishing it first draft just so y'all have SOME content. i know there are literally only three or four of you ACTIVELY reading this but still, just wanted to let you know what's up! :D
          Have a nice day! Don't get arrested!

WELP college sucks. look at me go! trying to write a three page essay that's due in two hours that i haven't started or even looked at yet about my mental health issues that i currently still deal with! 
          wish me luck all. 
          (i will never admit that this is my fault lol)

formally apologizing for the lack of a chapter five qwq. i accidentally got hyperfixated on Don't Hug Me I'm Scared again (i've watched it like six times before this) and I need to get that out of my system. so to like the three people who care, that's what's happening lol

chapter 5 of missing home is in the works i PROMISE!!! what i have so far is sitting in my old phones notes at the moment, waiting to be transferred to google docs on my computer, which is a hassle (but that's what you get when you don't move your stuff over BEFORE you get a new phone lol) 
          anyhoo, it might not be for a couple more weeks, but i am writing it XDDD

i just realized that all of my lines are clumping together on the story QWQ 
          WHYYYYYYY