Hey guys,
It has been some time since I last shared an update. I have been dealing with illness and prioritizing my mental health.
I need to address what happened to me in California last month. On December 31, I made the decision to break up with my ex-girlfriend, Eleanor Everheart, who is also a YouTuber. I felt that I was just a source of money for her. During my visit, her boyfriend groped me and attempted to engage with me while I was asleep on two occasions without my consent. This behavior influenced my choice to end the relationship.
When I confronted Eleanor about her boyfriend's actions, she began to react negatively. She accused me of being bipolar and spread false claims about my character, stating that I was emotionally immature. In reality, I handled the breakup with maturity and have moved forward, while she has not. Eleanor remains in California and relied on me for financial support and emotional intimacy. Now, she falsely accuses me of drinking too much and using pills, deflecting responsibility for her own actions.
It is challenging to share this because I fear judgment and misunderstanding, but it is the truth. I have also changed the passwords for my streaming services, which she will soon realize, confirming that I was honest.
My anxiety increases when she mislabels my struggles as bipolar disorder. I used to take medication for my anxiety but stopped due to cost. The side effects made it difficult to eat without feeling sick or dizzy, especially during conflicts between my sister and her husband.