RenjunsSnaggleToooth

bro... so first off.. heyyyyy... I return to this account every few months just to read all my notifications for funzies and all, and this time I decided to re-read Heliophilia or just a little of it, and OH MY GOSH... I'm only realizing now how much I self-projected onto Renjun... which I can only assume I did the same for in Ikigai with Doyoung... lol

Hello to all my beautiful readers! :) 
          So, after much thought I have come to the decision that for the time being I will stop my time as a writer, I'm deleting wattpad and going to continue life, don't worry about my books, they will stay up and I'm not deleting my account.
          This is my choice for my mental health and personal reasons, thank you for all the support and love you have shown me, maybe one day I'll return but I don't know yet, thank you and goodbye :)))

Ok.... Idk if I should continue my Wattpad career... Career... That just sounds dumb... Anywhoo. So basically idk I've been considering just leaving it with Ikigai and Heliophilia and just deleting the app idk. Like... Idk what I'm trying to say, I just don't know if I wanna continue as an author, like there's multiple reasons, but one is that I'm legit so busy right now that I wanna pass out half the time and updating at doing this like that is cause for a shit ton of stress, and my mental health is shit right now, but not gonna go into details about that, I love y'all so much, and it's been rlly fun but idk if I wanna continue. Idk we'll see, I might decide sooner or later and I'll tell you my decision. Thank you for your understanding:) 

Uh- imagine writing BTS ff and then Hybe ends up reading it 

UHMMM?????? WHY IS IKIGAI RATED #1 IN DOTAE?! 
          

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          Ok so very important. my phone's keyboard has broken so i can no longer write my books on my phone. I do have a computer but I'm also at school most of the day and I cannot bring it with me. 
          So with the phone I'll probably end up getting a new one soon, and I promise I will continue trying to write while not having my phone. But I'm now limited to only writing after school, and I always seem to have a lot on my schedule. So I might start posting every other day or just at random times when I feel like it. UGH anyways thank you for sticking with me and reading my books, I promise I will have a new chapter of my Renhyuck book out as soon as possible. A S A P!

I just kinda wanna rant. Idk if y'all remember that week a couple weeks ago that I took a break from posting for. Well basically I was at a camp
          And this one guy who I've known for several years. But I haven't seen him in a while until this camp
          So we ended up hanging out for like all of this week of camp. And I fell in love 
          And I thought he liked me too because I was legit the only girl he would talk to. 
          I ended up confessing at the end of the week but suprise suprise he like... Didn't want a relationship?
          Idk I wasn't sure what it was he said 
          But like apparently he had liked me for four years which was all the time we had known eachother 
          And so like. Now. It's been a few weeks since the rejection and I can't freaking stop thinking about him and it rlly sucks
          Like I don't want to like someone 
          And everything reminds me of him which also rlly sucks
          Idk what to do 
          
          
          Anyways this is my rant

So- I just want to say I really REALLY  enjoy your writing!!(•̀ᴗ•́)و
          
          It has a really nice flow to it, its not confusing or hard to read at all!
          
          I went back and reread Ikigai(?) Not sure I spelled that right- but it was still as amazing as the first time I read it!
          
          Keep up the good work! 
          
          - From EJ, Your 50th follow (☞ ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)☞

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          Shit ok. So I posted the chapter today. And I'll post one tomorrow and that'll be chapter 4. So I'm writing chapter 5 right now. And just so y'all know. There's like some bad verbal bulling in that chapter. And whatever I write I do not mean one bit. As I've previously stated in Ikigai. I have mentally separated these characters in my books. From the people irl. So the things that will be said in these books. I do not believe one bit. They are to move the plot along and add meaning and reasoning to the character's later actions in later chapters. I have a plan and this is just a piece to the puzzle. Please do not think that I believe these things. These people I'm writing about (at least the ones that are real) are all beautiful and amazing and talented human beings whom I love so so so much and I hope that y'all understand that when reading future chapters. Thank you for reading. The end  

OK. I'm back. I had a grand idea. Obviously if you couldn't tell. I suck at finishing my Johnten book. So I decided to like. Put it on hold. MAYBE delete it. And so I'll start another. I'm already starting on a Yuwin one. Which I suppose to be a secret because in Ikigai I said I wasn't gonna put Yuta with anyone. But I'm low-key a Yuwin simp. ANYWAYS. So i can do Yuwin. Or I could do Renhyuck. Which all I would have to do is think how to start it then I have the rest planned out. So if y'all want Renhyuck. Give me like a week and I can post the first chapter or so. So please please please tell me what you want. Because I honestly don't think I can finish the Johnten book rn. Maybe I can restart it eventually and get a better plot going because I just do not like this current one