Restle3ssAsh

I did a Halloween makeup look, and everyone praised it like it was art.
            None of them knew it was born from the symptoms of a mood disorder,
            or that I’m currently living a nightmare inside my own mind.

I just wanna keep on lovin’ U 

I don’t wanna sleep 
            

إِنْ يَكُنَ جِسَمِي تَنَاءَىٰ، فَالحَشَا بَاقِ لَدِيِكَ.

When i was young I thought 
            the world of you 
            you were all that I wanted 
            then 
            If faded and I never saw you again .

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وعدت بأشياء أكبر مني ..
            أكيدُ .. ستكتب أني جننت 

وعَدتكِ ان لا احبك 
            ثم 
            أمام القرار الكبير، جبنت
            وعَدتُكِ أن لا اعود 
            وعُدت .. 
            وأن لا أموتَ اشتياقًا ! 
            ومُت 
            وعَدت مرارًا 
            وقررتُ أن أستقيل مِرارًا 
            ولا أتذكرُ انني أستقلت .

What about the black mystery ? .

I go to the extreme and come back empty-handed with nostalgia for a feeling that will never come back

You just have to move on and make yourself flexible for that
            
            And I think the problem lies in that

Laughing and having fun for a while? And ten atonements for that.

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