I am going to talk and you are going to listen. You have two options; respond to this message or turn away and pretend you never saw it.
There's no turning back now.
Im talking to u cause, Maddie, would be sympathetic, lawren would just laugh, Angelina, wouldn't know how to help, Asley would stare, Jordan would say patatos, and I don't want to know how Paula would react.
You have been the silent listener all year. Keep doing that.
Addiction is a crazy. Writing is insane. Writing addiction can ruin your life, but reading withdrawal can do thte same.
Deep breath.
It's been to long, way too long since I last saw someone slide into the void. It's trapped me and now I feel stuck --- and violent --- I don't know why but I'm scared. The dark mood has left me, and now it's back, and I don't know how to let it back in. This isn't just about killing anymore, it's about dying. . .and love --- and going into withdrawal because life still beads in front of me.
Something inside me is dying and it is making it angry, that it'll kill not to die.
Humor is the gravest of weapons.
Soon it will be too late
Make your descion.
I swear to gods if you reply lol to this i will. . .leave the threat hanging becasue a part of me is dying.
~The pyschotic half of a once brutal writer
