I'm terribly sorry guys. For the first time in two years I was able to go to my past boyfriend's funeral and it's been hitting extremely hard lately. I've been struggling to simply get up and eat or get water. I've been extremely sick as well. I'm so, so, so sorry for not responding as often as you, or I'd like. I will answer as often as I remember/can...please know that I do enjoy my time with you guys. It's just been very difficult lately.