Okay. I want to get something off my chest because it's eaten away at me for years since this has happened. If this changes the way you view me, let it be known that I have been changing for the better and I hope everyone i affected has been getting the help they need too...
Ripping the band-aid off, I have been extremely toxic and outright a creep to several people on this platform when I was 17/18 years old, which now may be about 4-5 years ago. Especially when I turned 18, I basically groomed people I shouldn't have into liking me and being with me in a not so appropriate way. I really wanted to put this out there because I feel it is best for me to admit my wrongdoings after serious reevaluation of my life.
I am sorry to everyone I had harmed in the past, and I am sorry to everyone who I tried to make take my side in things. I should have never acted this way in the first place and I did deserve to lose the friendships I built up because of my own actions. I know that a lot of you probably don't care anymore, but guilt has eaten my whole entire soul up from my actions (the s*xual grooming, threats of self deletion, all of the toxicity I had caused).
No one has to forgive me for my actions, but I will be honest, I want to say that my return to Wattpad is temporary to gather everything I have written and move forward. Thank you for listening, and I hope everyone has a safe and blessed new year.
