Lysea

Consuming all the air inside my lungs
          Ripping all the skin from off my bones
          I'm prepared to sacrifice my life
          I would gladly do it twice
          Consuming all the air inside my lungs
          Ripping all the skin from off my bones
          I'm prepared to sacrifice my life
          I would gladly do it twice

if only they knew how much I wish 
          the world was fallin' apart
          cuz if the world was ending you'd come over right? 
          the sky was fall but at least I can hug u tight

whatever price I have to pay, if it can take me back to the past, I'm willing to pay it, I don't even care if the price is expensive. So please, explain to me how to live without you?

I think I should stop thinkin' about second chance to go back to the past. It'll never come true, I realize the real painful reality, I just... sometimes it's hard to accept. so from now on, I wanna make sure that I can slowly tryna accept that fact. 
          — Lys

seandainya bisa balik ke masa lalu, apa yg mau lo ubah? gue akan lebih cherish masa-masa itu, berusaha lakuin hal yg lebih penting ketimbang wasting time sama hal gak penting. gue mau jujur aja dari awal, biar seenggaknya gak akan kayak gini. if it possible, bisa gak ya gue ubah itu tanpa ada banyak hal yg kena butterfly effect kedepannya?

Hai, terima kasih telah memasukkan Verchraflores ke reading list. Salam kenal (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)

kalo boleh berharap, gue harap semua wishlist yang emang udah kita pengen dari lama will happen, and the reality will be the same like what we expect. wishlist yang kita punya terlalu banyak tapi gue seneng, really wanna do everything in the wishlist with you all!

lo selalu butuh gue, minta tolong ke gue, ya jelas masih gue bantu. tapi terhitung udah dua kali lo bales perkataan gue seolah ga mau kalah so stubborn, gue aja ga pernah nyindir lo or say anything else. tindakan lo ini bikin lo keliatan tipe orang yg sensi banget. bukan gue yg mulai ini tapi lo, lo itu nyebelin tau ga!?

When will this uncomfy feelin' dissapear? 
          I'm tired of being ... easy to understand the situation and sometimes think 'bout it again

Kadang rasanya masih susah. Tapi gue akhirnya memutuskan buat menerima semuanya. Gak ada yang bilang mudah memang, but apa salahnya gue coba kan?