The dark side of the force calls to me. I can barely breathe. Every night I wonder if HE is still alive. Life love and other things the jedi order condemns. For me those things make me me. I want to breathe again. I want to follow the path that my childhood friend Ben Solo took. He left to save everyone well mostly me from Snoke. Now I am here to avenge him. I am betraying everything for love. We all would do it.