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"I think a lot about killing myself, not like a point on a map but rather like a glowing exit sign at a show that's never been quite bad enough to make me want to leave. See, when I'm up I don't kill myself because, holy shit, there's so much left to do! When I'm down I don't kill myself because then the sadness would be over, and the sadness is my old paint under the new. The sadness is the house fire or the broken shoulder: I'd still be me without it but I'd be so boring. They keep telling me seeing things that aren't technically there is called "disturbed cognitive functioning." I call it "having a superpower." -Neil Hilborn (Fragment of "The Future")