The reason that I'm not active these days is not just because that I'm busy with school work or anything, is because...
I have friendship problems..
I know some of you have this kind of problem and that is when you suddenly feel you have been abandoned by your friends or actually been left out because of some reason. Well for my reason that I've been isolated from my friends is that, I'm not being a good friend to them
I tried to apologize to them for not noticing them and also tried my best to give them the utmost attention but unfortunately, the tables have turned, they suddenly left me for other friends or basically not talking to me or not even noticing me
To be honest with you guys... I cried..
And now, every time I see them hanging out with their “new” friends, I suddenly felt like I want to cry. And every lunchtime, I'm always alone and never eat the right meal for lunch because we always have this little picnic at lunchtime where we share each other's food. And now those days are over
And when I try to text them, they've blocked me when I go to their contacts. Ever since they left me, all I can think about is..
Should I commit suicide? Or should I just bare with it and be tortured by the overwhelming sadness and be lonely forever?