RianiRaynaPutri

I can't turn my head off
          	Wishin' these memories would fade
          	They never do
          	Turns out people lied
          	They said, "Just snap your fingers"
          	As if it was really that easy for me to get over you
          	I just need time
          	Snapping one, two
          	Where are you?
          	You're still in my heart
          	Snapping three, four
          	Don't need you here anymore
          	Get out of my heart
          	'Cause I might snap
          	I'm writing a song
          	Said, "This is the last one"
          	How many last songs are left?
          	I'm losing count
          	Since June twenty-second
          	My heart's been on fire
          	I've been spending my nights in the rain
          	Tryna put it out
          	So I'm snapping one, two
          	Where are you?
          	You're still in my heart
          	Snapping three, four
          	Don't need you here anymore
          	Get out of my heart
          	'Cause I might snap
          	Oh-oh-oh-oh
          	'Cause I might snap
          	Oh-oh-oh-oh
          	And if one more person says, "You should get over it"
          	Oh, I might stop talking to people before I snap, snap, snap
          	Oh, I might stop talking to people before I snap
          	Snapping one, two
          	Where are you? (Where are you?)
          	You're still in my heart (still in my heart)
          	Snapping three, four
          	Don't need you here anymore (need you here anymore)
          	Get out of my heart
          	'Cause I might snap
          	Oh-oh-oh-oh (snap)
          	'Cause I might snap
          	Oh-oh-oh-oh (snap)
          	Get out of my heart
          	Oh-oh-oh-oh
          	'Cause I might snap
          	Oh-oh-oh-ooh (get out of my heart, yeah)
          	'Cause I might snap

RianiRaynaPutri

I can't turn my head off
          Wishin' these memories would fade
          They never do
          Turns out people lied
          They said, "Just snap your fingers"
          As if it was really that easy for me to get over you
          I just need time
          Snapping one, two
          Where are you?
          You're still in my heart
          Snapping three, four
          Don't need you here anymore
          Get out of my heart
          'Cause I might snap
          I'm writing a song
          Said, "This is the last one"
          How many last songs are left?
          I'm losing count
          Since June twenty-second
          My heart's been on fire
          I've been spending my nights in the rain
          Tryna put it out
          So I'm snapping one, two
          Where are you?
          You're still in my heart
          Snapping three, four
          Don't need you here anymore
          Get out of my heart
          'Cause I might snap
          Oh-oh-oh-oh
          'Cause I might snap
          Oh-oh-oh-oh
          And if one more person says, "You should get over it"
          Oh, I might stop talking to people before I snap, snap, snap
          Oh, I might stop talking to people before I snap
          Snapping one, two
          Where are you? (Where are you?)
          You're still in my heart (still in my heart)
          Snapping three, four
          Don't need you here anymore (need you here anymore)
          Get out of my heart
          'Cause I might snap
          Oh-oh-oh-oh (snap)
          'Cause I might snap
          Oh-oh-oh-oh (snap)
          Get out of my heart
          Oh-oh-oh-oh
          'Cause I might snap
          Oh-oh-oh-ooh (get out of my heart, yeah)
          'Cause I might snap

RianiRaynaPutri

Merrily we fall out of line, out of line
          I'd fall anywhere with you, I'm by your side
          Swinging in the rain, humming melodies
          We're not going anywhere until we freeze
          I'm not afraid anymore
          I'm not afraid
          Forever is a long time
          But I, I wouldn't mind spending it by your side
          Carefully we'll place for our destiny
          You came and you took this heart and set it free
          Every word you write and sing is so warm to me
          So warm to me
          I'm torn, I'm torn
          To be right where you are
          I'm not afraid anymore
          I'm not afraid
          Forever is a long time
          But I, I wouldn't mind spending it by your side
          Tell me everyday I get to wake up to that smile
          I wouldn't mind it at all
          I wouldn't mind it at all
          You so know me
          Pinch me gently
          I can hardly breathe
          Forever is a long, long time
          But I, I wouldn't mind spending it by your side
          Tell me everyday I get to wake up to that smile
          I wouldn't mind it at all
          I wouldn't mind it at all

RianiRaynaPutri

this message may be offensive
I look up from the ground to see your sad and teary eyes
          You look away from me, and I see there's something you're trying to hide, and I
          Reach for your hand but it's cold, you pull away again
          And I wonder what's on your mind
          
          And then you say to me you made a dumb mistake
          You start to tremble, and your voice begins to break, you say
          The cigarettes on the counter weren't your friend's, they were my mate's
          And I feel the color draining from my face
          
          And my friend said
          "I know you love her, but it's over, mate
          It doesn't matter, put the phone away
          It's never easy to walk away, let her go
          It'll be alright"
          
          So I still look back at all the messages you'd sent
          And I know it wasn't right, but it was fucking with my head
          And everything deleted like the past, yeah, it was gone
          And when I touched your face, I could tell you're moving on
          
          But it's not the fact that you kissed him yesterday
          It's the feeling of betrayal, that I just can't seem to shake
          And everything I know tells me that I should walk away
          But I just want to stay
          
          And my friend said
          "I know you love her, but it's over, mate
          It doesn't matter, put the phone away
          It's never easy to walk away, let her go
          It'll be okay
          It's gonna hurt for a bit of time
          So bottoms up, let's forget tonight
          You'll find another and you'll be just fine
          Let her go"
          
          But nothing heals the past like time
          And they can't steal
          The love you're born to find
          But nothing heals the past like time
          And they can't steal
          The love you're born to find
          
          I know you love her, but it's over, mate
          It doesn't matter, put the phone away
          It's never easy to walk away, let her go
          It'll be okay
          It's gonna hurt for a bit of time
          So bottoms up, let's forget tonight
          You'll find another and you'll be just fine
          Let her go
          
          It'll be alright
          It'll be alright
          It'll be alright
          It'll be alright
          It'll be alright

RianiRaynaPutri

"Dimensi imajinasi"
          
          Ada suatu tempat yang menentang realitas
          Menyebrang, kau hanya akan menemukan hampa tanpa batas
          
          Sebuah dimensi lain yang menyediakan kau ruang
          Sebuah ruang yang membuat kau mulai mengenang
          
          Dimensi itu muncul saat-saat sendiri
          Membunuh orang sepertiku saat-saat sepi
          
          Sial! Wanita separat itu menarik aku menyebrang kedalam
          Aku berontak dendam, kutemukan diriku semakin tenggelam
          
          Mati... Terbunuh imajinasi... 
          
          
          Ryn
          24/13/2022

RianiRaynaPutri

"Dunia orang dewasa tidak selurus dunia anak-anak yang Lima menit bertengkar
          
          Kembali bermain bersama, kau tahu, dunia orang dewasa bagai sebutir bawang merah
          
          Berlapis-lapis oleh ego, keras kepala oleh argumen, bertumpuk pembenaran dan hal-hal yang boleh jadi tidak akan kau pahami sekarang. "
          
          
          
          Ryn
          24/13/2022

RianiRaynaPutri

Bulan, ada yang bergerumuh didalam tubuhku tentang sebuah amarah yang tidak diketahui apa penyebabnya. Tuannya tidak mau mengerti, karena ia hanya bisa duduk terdiam disamping benda berdebu yang berdiri, Kalimat penenang sudah tak lagi jadi andalan ketika aku membenci tentang diriku sendiri.
          
          Bulan, aku sudah mencoba untuk membuat kebahagiaan sendiri, dengan membeli sebuah eskrim kesukaan dan memakannya diiringi dengan alunan yang dinyanyikan teman. Tetapi tetap aku gagal. Kejanggalan masih melekat dalam pikiran. Menjalin dan memiliki sepasang kekasih terkesan menyenangkan, namun ternyata kenyataan tak seperti apa yang hati inginkan.
          
          Aku ingin rasaku seperti dulu saja, seperti kata tetap; stabil, serupa, senada dan kata lainnya yang berisi kesamaan. Tubuh yang bisa menjadi tempat bersandar untuk tubuhnya sendiri. Dulu, aku rindu sesuatu yang dulu; diriku sendiri, bukan hati yang selalu salah faham. Bukan tubuh yang kehilangan makna dihari-hari baik. Bukan jiwa yang selalu mengumpat ditempurung kepalanya, lalu mengunci hatinya
          
          serapat-rapatnya

RianiRaynaPutri

seandainya, aku dapat kesempatan untuk berbincang manis empat mata denganmu aku hanya ingin mengatakan terimakasih dan maaf atas semua rasa dan perasaan ini.. terimakasih telah menjadi bagian proses pendewasaan ku dan juga sempat menjadi kebahagiaan yang aku harapkan berujung sempurna untuk kedepan, meskipun tidak demikian, dan aku juga ingin meminta maaf karna mungkin kamu pernah merasa terbebani dengan rasa cinta yang aku tempat kan di kamu, dan maaf pernah segila itu aku mencintaimu, maaf pernah memaksakan diri meminta kepada tuhan agar kita di persatukan kembali dan berharap kisah kita dulu bisa di ulang kembali, tapi aku sadar aku hanya terus melawan takdir.
          
          
          Ryn
          24/13/2022

RianiRaynaPutri

aku tau kamu cape tapi ayo bertahan sedikit lagi
          
          kamu tau ga? kalo kamu nyerah sekarang
          
          kamu ga bakal tau kebahagian apa yang nunggu
          
          kamu di ujung sana
          
          ayoo percaya sama aku, Tuhan ga selamanya. ngasih kamu cobaan terus, Tuhan pastii
          
          bakal kasih kamu imbalan atas segala cobaan
          
          yang kamu alami, aku yakin di balik itu
          
          semua kamu pasti akan segera merasakan
          
          kebahagiaan, kebahagiaan yang selama ini
          
          kamu tunggu
          
          makasih, makasih banyak buat kamu semua yang bertahan sampai saat ini, kalian hebat aku bangga sama kalian semua, kalian keren
          
          anak baik, anak hebat, makasih ya, makasih uda jadi
          
          orang kuat
          
          ayooo kedepannya lebih kuat lagi yaa
          
          liat kedepan ada banyak kebahagiaan yang menanti
          
          makasih, ga henti henti aku bakal bilang makasih, makasih uda jadi kuat