What can I say about myself, I have been with my partner Margy for 31 years, we have two daughters and five grandchildren. I was a bus driver for 25 years, I did love my job until I was attacked by a drunk. I keep tropical fish and at the moment building a replica of Nelson's flagship, H.M.S. Victory, it is made out of wood and so far I have been doing this for approx 7 months. I love writing as well, mainly RPG's and have a small forum of my own. 

My life is crap and has been for nearly 2 years, I have depression, post traumatic stress disorder and have anxiety attacks, I am not allowed to work and I have lost my license due to my ill health.

I have decided to write about my life here, it is a story of child abuse, sexual abuse of me by my father and the consequences of my fathers' actions. It is going to take a little while to do as it just gets too much at times.