☘︎Erryn S.☘︎

hey remember who i was??

Why is it no matter what I write there has to be angst--
          
          Self-indulgent fanfic that's supposed to be entirely fluff? Oh here's some angst!
          
          Creative writing? Angsty!
          
          An essay about myself? TIME TO BRING UP MY HEALED TRAUMA TO SHOW HOW MUCH IVE IMPROVED--
          
          Am I okay, is this normal-
          
          - Erryn (he/they)

Cw character d3ath
          Spoiler warning sdr2 and dr3
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          So, I was watching Despair Arc and well, I just spent 15 minutes screaming into a pillow because of Chiaki's death. Knew it was coming. Seen it before. Still too painful. I screamed because I couldn't cry. Anygay, my throat hurts and I probably won't be able to talk tomorrow but I feel better emotionally so it was worth it.
          
          - Erryn (he/they)

Paste this on 10 of the nicest people you know's message board, and if you get 10 back you are very special!

K SO I JUST REMEMBERED SOMETHING FUNNY
          
          CONTEXT:
          1: MY BOYFRIENDS PARENTS ARE LIKE REALLY CHRISTIAN AND DONT EXACTLY THINK POSITIVE ABOUT LGBTQ+ IDENTITIES LIKE BASICALLY THEY DONT AGREE THAT ITS OK BUT THEY STILL RESPECT THAT IS WHAT MY UNDERSTANDING IS
          2: HIS PARENTS HAVE MEVER BEEN TOLD ABOUT MY NON CIS-NESS
          3: HIS PARENTS DONT KNOW HES NOT STRAIGHT (IDK IF HE HAS A LABEL OR NOT ID GAVE TO ASK HIM LOL)
          4: MY FACEBOOK BIO CLEALY STATES MY GENDER AND PRONOUNS AND HAS MY NAME AS ERRYN INSTEAD OF RIKA OR MY BIRTH NAME (WHICH HIS PARENTS KNOW ME AS THE LATTER TWO) AND MY PFP IS MY FACE
          
          SO, THE OTHER DAY MY BOYFRIENDS PARENTZ WANTED TO SHOW HIS AUNT AND UNCLE WHAT I LOOK LIKE AND MY BF DOESNT HAVE ANY PICTURES OF ME BC I DONT LIKE PICTURES QND SO THEY LOOKED ME UP ON FACEBOOK AND FOUND MY ACCOUNT AND NOW ARE CONFUSED AND I CANT WAIT FOR THEM TO ASK ME ABOUT IT BECAUSE I WANT TO KNOW HOW THEY REACT ALSP I COULDNT CARE LESS WHAT THEY THINK OF ME ALL THAT MATTERS IS THAT HE LOVES ME AND HES HAPPY WITH ME AND I FEEL THE SAME AND HIS PARENTS CANT CHANGE THAT LMFAO IM NOT EVEN GONNA LIE TO THEM EITHER IDK IF THEYLL UNDERSTAND OR EVEN ATTEMPT TO RESPECT MY PRONOUNS NAME ETC BUT ILL SURE AS FUCK NOT CARE IF THE MISGENDER ME WHETHER OR NOT ITS ON PURPOSE AND I WILL DO MT BESG TO EXPLAIN IF THEY ASK THO LOL ANYWAY PFFT NEWSFLASH [BFS MOMS NAME] AND [BFS DADS NAME] YOUR SON IS NOT STRAIGHT AND IS DATING SOMEONE WHO ISNT CIS OR STRAIGHT HAHAH LMAOOOOOO
          
          - Erryn (he/him)

Ayo am back
          
          - Erryn (he/him)

Tw: pet d34th 
          (If you can't continue, just know I'm on hiatus for an undetermined about of time.)
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          We just had to put down one of my dogs, Max, and I'm extremely sad. He's been a part of my family since I was 6 months old. He likely had a stroke recently so he was in pain and needed to be let go but it still hurts. I'm likely going to be offline for a few days until I can get somewhat mentally stable. I'll try and be back by Saturday but I don't know. Don't worry, I will come back, I promise.
          
          - Erryn (he/him)

Lmfao I'm dumb /lh
          
          
          - Erryn (he/him)
          
          

Istg if I forget to put Kore's birthday in the fucking birthday wishes book on time I'm going to scream. Kore is a giant ass comfort character and kin and I love him sm /p ans I ain't want to be mean to him like that aauagahaagg I forgot Hiro, Deku, and Akanes ffs >:/ uuufghj I promise I won't forget your birthday wishes Mr Shinguji *cries*
          
          Don't ask about the kin part
          
          PLEASE
          
          It's personal 
          
          Dw I'm okay I promise
          
          No I've not had any 1nc35t experience personally
          
          It's more about the manipulation and shit
          
          And again that's not family related
          
          I've dealt with that shit in therapy and can cope most times
          
          ANYGAY don't worry about me lmao I'm okay :3
          
          Ok bye
          
          - Erryn (he/him)

If ya want a good laugh, you should read chapter 4 of my random book. 
          
          TL;DR: Autocorrect corrected my failure to spell "acoustic" as "autistic" and now I will forever call acoustic guitars, "autistic guitars."
          
          - Erryn (he/him)