Last night I vented to my mom about them while I was coming home from work, she agreed with me about what I was doing and she encouraged me to do what I want for my own happiness.
Today I woke up to my girlfriend getting onto me for doing what I was doing, saying that it was childish and that I should be glad that I have friends.
I am aware that what I am doing is childish— but at this point I’m just tired of being hurt, I’m tired of being miserable when I’m with them. I just want to be happy, with them and my friends. I want them to actually listen to me and care for me— that’s all I want.
Tell me, why is it so hard to care for a friend..?