Rina_sxi143

Hi

If having friends hurts like thia, why do i have to meet new people? I have friends now in school but nowx their hurting me like sh*t like idk if im right but i feel it that their talking about me and hates me. My dad told me not to cry over them but it's hirting me so much, it brings my past trauma's 

Im now back here, just opening up cause no one is even gonna talk to me, i know some werre busy some were just not interested.

Can i just not exist? Im done being cat called

My mom can't even understand that i hate going outside alone, it's because i always get s*xualized most of the f*xking time, like she can't even understand that, i have traumatic experiences from boys and she doesn't understand that no matter how much i explain it.

Okay this is enough, im sorry for bugging people up HAHAHAHAHA but i will try my hardest

Change for the better instead of asking for advices yet you don't apply to yourself, your making people waste their time on you, don't ever do that again self. I hate making people waste their time on me just because i do not apply their advices and im still the same person. Did nothing really changed?

Fighting self, you've already been wiping your tears up since your a kid, stand up and help yourself and be happy and make the most time of being happy instead of being stock in sadness (i will try my hardest)

Wattpad is like my escape and happiness, it's never easy but whenever i read here i suddenly in a different place that made me escape reality for a moment

When your dad always force you when you really can't, i really can't fight for myself and why is that such a big problem? My mental health isn't good again