My mom's friend who's very close to me pass away last april 17 2026 and guess what? It affected me and i've been handling all the pain i have to feel all by myself and didn't asked for help, i didn't shout for help, i didn't cry out for help, i handled it myself because that's what im used to, i just hope no one would break that again and promise me i won't ever face everything alone because i knew every promises are lies or will be broken and im so done with that....