I am curiosity.
I am insanity.
I am invisible.
I am human.
I am everything but ordinary.

I have a mask. Can you see it? Maybe not. Beneath the emotions of pure joy and love, I am alone. I am a black hole in the galaxy we call life.

 But like a black hole, I will take everything I can get. I will take love, I will take friendship. With every step of my broken road, I gain. I become light. I like to spread light. 

But as friendships die out, I am pushed back. Back into oblivion. Back into my darkness. Do not push me aside for my problems. Do not consider me a waste of your time. No one is perfect. 

 Just because I do not seem how people have concluded normal or perfect to be, does not mean I should be thought less of. Yes, I might have mental disorders. Yes, I might be controlling. But everyone has a story. Mine has yet to be read.

 I do not wish for my friends to end up like the old ones. I do not wish for anyone to suffer the way I have. I do not wish for anyone to be excluded, simply for their difference. Everyone is different, and that is perfect. 

I am myself.
I am human.
I am not perfect.
But I am comfortable in my way.

Comfortable beats perfect any day.

For those who do not want to believe.
That those girls on the magazines with the perfect body, hair, face are what they should be.
They are a social standard. I'd rather be an outcast than a standard. 

I am curiosity, for my lack of social desire.
I am insanity, for I am far from normal.
I am invisible, for being observant is my strength.
I am human, for I am not perfect.
I am everything but ordinary.

And I like that.

Oh, I tend to not complete stories I write, for I find better ideas in my mind and wish to write those. I move on quickly. It takes a lot to keep me on one task. If I do not constantly out all my thought and effort into it, I will lose interest.

If you want to talk, Kik me at Baby_Fox1 or simply just Baby Fox. I also have a DeviantArt account, my username on that is Waffleclock-Fox.