RindleBrindle

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RindleBrindle

Does anybody else agree with the rain? It's like it understands exactly what im thinking. One moment it's lonely, a single drop, like stress and assignments or overall everything. Then, it starts to multiply, it gets shakier, and that's where the lightning comes in. The lightning is like my anger, one moment im calm, and then im pissed until I feel bad. And then, the thunder..The thunder represents to me, the aftermath of the lightning, the lost friends, the sadness, the getting yelled at.
          
          But the rain can also be calm to me at times, think of on single raindrop, the lonely one that starts off alone. Then, other raindrops come in, if there aren't any, then thats because you haven't met them yet and it's not time. The other raindrops are your friends and followers, leaders and adults, family and childhood friends. 
          The lightning is like a light, something that always gets your attention, something beautiful, like yourself. Then, the thunder..the thunder is the thing that calms you down, it either comes after or before the lightning, maybe sometimes before.
          
          It's raining right now, and I can't seem to think of the good things of it..just the bad..I'm sick right now, but I swear im really trying!
          Have a great day/afternoon/evening! ❤️

RindleBrindle

I am alive! eyy, I have so many chapters in my notes on my phone cause my computer has been dead for ages.
          
          I'm so sorry for being so dead, I always feel guilty but school is kicking my ass. I do full real life, I have ADHD and so school has always been hard for me, I am new to the school im going to now and new people come every 9 weeks and I help then find their classes. I have worked so hard to get all A's and B's, I go to school for extra hours because of covid. 
          
          I'll try and post soon, I have also been stuck in this snow storm and catching up on my lack of sleep. My friend is currently spending the night ( wow, i'm being social ) She rarely sleeps over and when she does at someones house she leaves. I know this because she is a childhood friend. I got her some melatonin, Lavender, some Sleep audios, Taken her phone, and blankets and a sleep mask. ( my mom took the weighted blanket but I gave her my dog.. )
          
          anyway, I know saying this doesn't make up for anything but know please that I am trying.
          I just learned some holy stuff for $100 and now I can buy some manga.- sorry- that was off topic.
          
          Stay safe and warm and know im always here ❤️ <3 ( listen to a SFW Bakugo audio, Go on soundcloud and search up 'Bakugo SFW' im listening to the slowed music one )

RindleBrindle

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Do you ever just find yourself crying at 4:00 am because you go back to real life school at 8:00 and you can’t sleep, haven’t slept, and have been crying this whole week? Yeah me neither..
          
          So...the Dream smp is getting into my feels again and I can’t handle it.
          I have also been working on the fanfics, I swear. I know everyone uses this (sometimes) as an excuse, but my family members are dying, my neighbors are dying, and I haven’t been coping well with death lately. The news have also been bothering me with the Trump supporters..I live in the US and ngl this scares me...I will probably be on hiatus for a while, I will still read, comment, respond and shit but probably not update. When I come back, I will have so many chapters and a LOT of angst soooo...ciao!✌️

RindleBrindle

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Happy New year! ( sorry im late, my insomniac self is feeling trashy do im actually tired..)
          I told my toxic friend that I didnt wanter her in this year if mine and then cheered, I screamed Jumanji, This year has a been a pain in the ass. I wasn't planning on writing but I kinda wanted to start, my brother keeps on deleting my shit and so im kinda dying. 2020 has actually been kind of fun, new friends, and a lot of time to know myself. But all good things have a bad thing, every pro has a con and I feel like 2021 is going to be a hell of a lot worse. ( my opinion ) My family mebers, neighbors, and overall my personality is dying and I dont think I can get it back but im trying! I cant get back those lives so im trying to get one thing back, my hope. I have my friends, some family members, and you all. Thank you so much..I promise im working hard on the fanfic..im trying.. I almost had covid and I go to full real lige school and get back at 6:00 and finish work at 8:00, then eat dinner, shower, and its a lot..Im sorry to disappoint yall, I may be on Hiatus for a while but I will still respond as much as I can and I will still be reading. 
          
          
          
          
          Thank you.
          
          
          
          ~Love, Rin~