RintaroSuna_

I never thought I’d cry so hard or that it would hurt so much to know that I can never be what I want to be. 
          	I can never be a boy. Never for real. 
          	I can never be non-binary for real. 
          	I’m just a girl. 
          	A skirt wearing, high pitched voice, long haired, girl.  
          	And I can’t be all of them. 
          	I have to pick just one. 
          	I can’t ever be a boy.  Not even for a little bit. 

W9nderer

@RintaroSuna_ AWWW HAHA THANK YOU <333 actually I made it based off of sugawara from my haikyuu phase ( I hope that’s correct) anywho I’d love to be friends If you wanna?^^
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RintaroSuna_

@SugaCookie1234 thank you. And that would make sense. Your username is adorable 
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W9nderer

@RintaroSuna_ BRO ITS BEEN LIKE I THINK 3 YEARS SINCE I’VE BEEN ON HERE BUT there was one time when you said my username was cute and I was like “omg Ily” and we started following each other but never really ever talked  but fr tho even tho you may not know me just know if you really need someone to speak to I am always here for you!!!
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RintaroSuna_

I never thought I’d cry so hard or that it would hurt so much to know that I can never be what I want to be. 
          I can never be a boy. Never for real. 
          I can never be non-binary for real. 
          I’m just a girl. 
          A skirt wearing, high pitched voice, long haired, girl.  
          And I can’t be all of them. 
          I have to pick just one. 
          I can’t ever be a boy.  Not even for a little bit. 

W9nderer

@RintaroSuna_ AWWW HAHA THANK YOU <333 actually I made it based off of sugawara from my haikyuu phase ( I hope that’s correct) anywho I’d love to be friends If you wanna?^^
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RintaroSuna_

@SugaCookie1234 thank you. And that would make sense. Your username is adorable 
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W9nderer

@RintaroSuna_ BRO ITS BEEN LIKE I THINK 3 YEARS SINCE I’VE BEEN ON HERE BUT there was one time when you said my username was cute and I was like “omg Ily” and we started following each other but never really ever talked  but fr tho even tho you may not know me just know if you really need someone to speak to I am always here for you!!!
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RintaroSuna_

My favourite person, he’s been my favourite for years. It hurts to remember I’m never his favourite. He only talks to me anymore when he wants something, for a day or two. I support him in his struggles and I’m there at the drop of a hat. He never returns the favour, I’m always alone when I need someone. I don’t think he values me at all, and it makes me want to cry so much. 
          I’m so tired of waiting on him and I don’t know what to do
          I’m so tired 

RintaroSuna_

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I can’t do this. I can’t be trying to stop people from mulling themselves three nights in a row I can’t fucking do this someone fucking help me I don’t know how to handle this I’m just a high schooler 

gigiilovesuu

@RintaroSuna_ no bcs people need to stop,are you okay luv?
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RintaroSuna_

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I am so fucking tired of being the therapist friend. No, I don’t wanna listen to you vent. No, I don’t want to counsel you through your relationship problems. No, I don’t want to comfort you. No I don’t want to be patient with you while you’re having a breakdown. I am so fucking tired of this. 

dee-zbignuts

I'm always here if you need to talk <33
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RintaroSuna_

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DONT tell me if I can do anything, DONT come to me about your stupid fucking problems I am so tired of caring for everyone else but myself and getting nothing but “I need some space,” and disappearing for weeks on end in return. I wanna be the one supported for once in my life. I’m fucking struggling Too,  can’t j get a fucking HUG in return? I’ve never done this to them before. God I’m so tired. 
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RintaroSuna_

IF A SINGLE SOUL ON THIS APP CAN HELP ME, I LOVE YOU. 
          My little sister’s birthday is in four days and I wanna get her something nice. The gift I had planned to get her won’t be here nearly in time. I was thinking of a pretty dress maybe? She’s in middle school so nothing too like, revealing or like, adult yk? 
          She likes pink, blue, purple, white and green and yellow, and pastels and bright colours
          She dresses like a fairy core, cottagecore, vintage and indie mix as far as clothes go? I have no idea where to get this kind of stuff because I dress the opposite.. if anyone has any suggestions I’d appreciate it so much 

Raven_the_Animegirl

@RintaroSuna_ you're very welcome sorry my tip didn't help out much but i'm glad you found something in the end! :)
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RintaroSuna_

@Raven_the_Animegirl thank you for the suggestion, I tried that and didn’t really find anything that seemed right for her. A lot of it seemed a bit too nice for her to actually wear yknow? But thank you! I did end up finding her something wonderful :)
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Raven_the_Animegirl

@RintaroSuna_ go on amazon and search up cottage core whatever you wanna get her and you'll find a bunch of stuff. ive never been ripped off with stuff i  get  thats cottage core so im sure it'll come nice
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RintaroSuna_

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I am so fucking sad rn haha

RintaroSuna_

@veryprettykawa I’ll be fine Ty though 
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Iwaizumih26

@RintaroSuna_ I hope you're ok ♡♡
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RintaroSuna_

I thi n they all are finally starting to hate me. The “safe” haven of friends and the complex walls I’ve spent years forming, my elaborate schemes to protect myself at all costs, the people I still have in my life, is all coming crumbling down around me at my feet! Haha!