It's been so long! I am really in deep apologies for leaving UOC’s readers hanging for more than a month. I know that it is frustrating to wait for so long without any assurance, so here I am.
It certainly wasn't easy to write UOC. If it is, then I should've been done with it already. They are two complex characters i’ve created with my own mind, and bringing it to life is quite a challenge for me. Even though, i've been writing for almost two years, UOC is my first ever publicized craft.
The fact that it's almost a hundred thousand reads is enough to overwhelm me in any possible ways because lately—I haven't had the courage to pick up a pen and unfold what's going on in my mind. To me, writing... slowly felt exhausting. I perceived that it somehow became a task that I need to accomplish rather than a passion in which I enjoy every moment as I create it.
I stopped forcing myself for a few weeks because I can't really bring myself into it. And I definitely don't want to publish a chapter that has no soul and lacks genuine meaning just so I can call myself a writer. However, to not worry, I tell you—I am trying. I really am trying outside my capabilities in order to finish what i’ve already started.
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For now, UOC is still in a pause. I hope you understand. Thank you.
