RiotsLXS
hey.
due to... a few personal matters.. i'm closing my dms and i'm going to unpublish The Honey House. i know i said i would be there for anyone but i honestly just cant deal with anything right now. i might post a few short stories just to let out some of my anger or sadness but idk how thats gonna go.
i'm just so effing tired it's not even funny anymore. i can't eat, i can't sleep, i can't talk, i can't even breathe. all i can do is sit here scrolling on my phone. i've been so unproductive and i'm sorry.
i'll start responding to things and posting regularly like i said i would once i get myself together.
this goes for my instagram and twitter(even though i only started twi recently).
haha no one is gonna read this but oh well i have a few followers.
RiotsLXS
I would delete this edgy post, but this thread is only up because the person who responded had one day suddenly deleted her account.
Through our messages, now gone because of Wattpad, she had confided in me about stressors in her life and we would often share our struggles and just talk to each other. I believed we were genuinely friends, and I hope that the reason why she disappeared without a trace is because she outgrew wattpad and not because of anything more permanent.
It's been so long now that I cannot even remember her name or if she ever shared it to me.
Polaroid, if you ever make it back to my page, lets swap socials and catch up! I think about you every now and again, and I hope you've been doing well.
RiotsLXS
@polaroid-dreams- thank you so much for the support! i know it sounds obligatory for me to say that but i genuinely mean it. you're a first. i'll be sure to take your offer into consideration if anything, but i think i'll continue leaving my notifications off for awhile. i'm trying to change and rn social media isn't helping. again.. thank you so much for your support. you have no idea how much it means to me! ♡♡