@RiotsLXS
my "friend" just told me i should kill myself. i dont know what to do.
it still fucks with my head how you came up out of the blue to post this comment even after what i said. not saying that it didnt make me happy to think someone might've actually cared, its just i wasnt expecting you.
i feel better.
hey.
due to... a few personal matters.. i'm closing my dms and i'm going to unpublish The Honey House. i know i said i would be there for anyone but i honestly just cant deal with anything right now. i might post a few short stories just to let out some of my anger or sadness but idk how thats gonna go.
i'm just so effing tired it's not even funny anymore. i can't eat, i can't sleep, i can't talk, i can't even breathe. all i can do is sit here scrolling on my phone. i've been so unproductive and i'm sorry.
i'll start responding to things and posting regularly like i said i would once i get myself together.
this goes for my instagram and twitter(even though i only started twi recently).
haha no one is gonna read this but oh well i have a few followers.
@polaroid-dreams- thank you so much for the support! i know it sounds obligatory for me to say that but i genuinely mean it. you're a first. i'll be sure to take your offer into consideration if anything, but i think i'll continue leaving my notifications off for awhile. i'm trying to change and rn social media isn't helping. again.. thank you so much for your support. you have no idea how much it means to me! ♡♡
Jeremiah 17:9.