Ripples

Oh hey, I'm still a piece of garbage~ 
          Hey how's it going? Dang, it's been a long time...I don't really use Wattpad anymore, I mean I do write still...but uh, I don't post here. I'm thinking of posting my stories someplace else, mostly because I'm not interested in posting on Wattpad. So I'll let you know when I make an account somewhere, which should be very soon <3 I really hope some of you are still out there...

Hello love your books :D

Me- *tries to write a chapter, anxiously types a few sentences* 
          Wattpad- *stops working*
          Me- ._. *dies internally* 

@Ripples10660 Happy Valentines Day Friend (/^-^)/

Happy Valentine's Day everyone (/^-^)/ <3

You should follow me on Twitter because I wuv you (/0,0)/ <3 "What's your Twitter?" I hear no body asking, well I'm glad you totally asked! It's @SummerMushrooms
          Don't question it, just follow ;3 trust me...plz....

I guess since I'm here...HOI! (/^-^)/

PLEASE READ! EXTREMELY IMPORTANT!
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          So I know it's been awhile since I've updated or said anything, I haven't been very active on Wattpad and to be honest I don't think I've even opened the app on my phone in probably months...I just want to say first of all that I'm sorry for not updating, I mean...I doubt anyone noticed or cared but still, I'm very sorry...
          
          I probably shouldn't say anything about this and I've been trying to write this out for hours, deleting and retying everything multiple times. And I'll most likely sound like a whiny bitch that's just wanting attention and it's okay if you think that, I'll understand if you feel that way, but I feel like it needs to be said but after that I would feel more comfortable if it was never brought up again. If you don't want, or care to read the rest of this that's fine.
          
          So, uh, I've had depression for a very long time, (which a lot of people suffer from and I really hate saying this because I don't deserve to say anything or complain) and some days I'll just not even want to get out of bed, I just want to stay there and just....not exist for the day, and that'll continue till it gets to a point where it's like that everyday and I start ignoring everyone online and just kind of "Go Silent" for awhile till I feel horrible enough to get back on the internet again. I feel like I'm a failure, my writing is terrible, my grammer is horrifyingly bad, my story plots are shit, and I'm going to stop there before I start typing something depressing...I try to stay away from typing things like that, keyword "Try." 
          
          So if you skipped all that, which I wouldn't be mad if you did because I'm a trash person that's complaining about something they shouldn't and I'll understand if you find it annoying and I'd agree with you completely but I just want to say I'm sorry and I'll try my best to work on my books...

How the book insanity. My mind thinks of the book as a movie, my kind made a whole trailer for it. Raded R for sure for Gore and language. Am I taking this too far?

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